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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

long time never update le, cause previous time got some stupid problems. so now update the photos ba. lazy to type so much. =P

this sweet cost me S$4.00|- damn expensive sia!

wahaha. winnie treat me de. 2 Kinder Bueno. =D

Fish & Co. we went there on Sat night. *slurp*

our food. chips.seafood splatter.coke tonic. XD nice!

delicious ice-cream that would make me fat. =X

my dinner with Bro at Kenny Roger. XD

forgot whats the name le. =X but its nice. herbal something de.

this is what they give us at the end of the dinner. haas. gave it to mama le.

first time buying donut factory donuts. not bad. but too sweet.

i think thats all ba. now damn hungry. and we recently got a game that we played. www.viwawa.com there got wajong and Big2.5. can go there play and create ur wawa. keke.

written @ 4:04:00 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Ces’t la vie means that's life. =)

woke up once the alarm rang, bet i dint really sleep well. really sleep well yesterday, no 1 disturb my sleep and no need to go school. =P there was a meeting, but i dint attend. heard that it was canceled. GLAD that i dint went to school. wanted to recover my sleep.today wasn't a good day though, got my friend to help me buy breakfast! =D thanks! reached class not even 8am. was a little sleepy but yet i don't think that i could sleep. insomnia for 1 month! gosh, when can i ever recover from it? should i eat sleeping pills? =/ well, it was disappointment, through the day. =( the FYP team that i had thought was not the way it was. yupp, miscommunication in between the team mates. one thought we were still a team, and another thought the others had another group. no confirmation was done throughout until today, 1100+. was quite shocked and sad. to find out that actually me and Yenleng had no team in the end. but was glad that we found our teams, though we don't know the rest of the team mates but at least we had a team. me and Yenleng had to split just to form another 2 teams. Thanks to Chuyun that we found the teams. =D thanks alot! owe you 1! was a little down, and then knew that i had to go to the graduation shoot thingy. Archery was invited for it, at 5pm. and need to wear the new club tee. i think it would be a bit too big. =( later on, still have UT. haiix, need to pull myself up and stop sighing. =/

watched Coffee Prince. XD
the story is so so so so so SWEET!!!!!!!!!
Omgosh, its just so sweet~ @_@. although the guy is a little old for her, but his actions are childish and sweet. keke. =D just love the show!!! ~_~ wonder if there is someone like him entering my life. =X

written @ 2:10:00 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

讓我給你愛愛願不願意
讓我給你抱抱可不可以

i am bored to death! almost dying from just an hour of sleep. Z.z i think my eyes are strained. woke up that time, my eyes are red. went for breakfast then took the bus to school with some classmates of mine. =) feeling quite nice rather than walking to school alone. having insomnia for a period of time. when can i sleep normally? =( heard that SP is inviting us to go for the competition that they are going to organize. i suppose it is around 28 Feb, a week after NTU competition. Work hard, fellas. =D i help u all jia you! i should stop all these negative thoughts, need to think positively. 哭着也过一天，笑着也是过一天，为何不要笑着过一天. Quote from 笑姑 in 黄金路. XD but is it so easy to just smile and get on with life? =)

written @ 11:12:00 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

once again, not attending archery training. perhaps i had lost the motivation to move on in archery. no idea why, but thats it. its just PERHAPS. so dont question me about it, cause you will not get an answer out of me and you might get yourself irritated in the end. tired and motivateless to move on not only in archery, but in my life as well. somehow it just sort of stuck there for whatever reason i dont know. aimless, restless. too much things on my mind waiting for me to sort it out. but guess i am just running away from them and now they are all chasing me to a dead corner. >.< sometimes just wish that i am a happy go lucky person. maybe i can be, but there would still be somethings that would stop you from being one. maybe i am not bothering much about others but at least i am leading a happy life( at least a worry-less life ). guess i am changing, to a person whom i dont know who either. *sighs* dont want to get emo over such stuff eh. but things are haunting me, things are hurting me in such a way that i could almost cant take it. =( dont wish to say it out, as i think it would hurt others. but i am feeling lonely perhaps. maybe there are people who talk to me, but who are those that i can trust? a handful? all 10 fingers plus my 10 toes can also be more than those who i can trust. this world, this life of mine. how much times must i go through the same thing over and over again so that i could no longer go through those times again!? just hate that. tossing and turning on my bed, hoping that those times were just nightmares, just a horrible dream. but just me daydreaming. look through the photos when i was in year 1, many photos were taken. we were all very happy enjoying each others company. but guess what. each of us has lead our own life even though that very time we said to be together always. time just changes everything, but not everyone is leading a good life. someone like me is still hoping to live in the happy past times. thats such a bad idea to think of. Zz. right now, i am not feeling good. dont wish to say anything to anyone, just feel sad, depressed. guess no one understands me, how i feel and what i am going through. asking me the questions i could not answer, maybe its my fault that i could not understand myself either. forgive me for not understanding myself, forgive me for causing so much trouble, forgive me for being such a useless person in the world. just forgive me. i really really thought of just dying off, cause i wont think too much and wont seem to cause people misery anymore. my mind is in a whirl, a tornado, a hurricane where everythings just gets chunk together. and i am feeling the same way too. afterall, it would just be my fault. im SORRY.

written @ 11:05:00 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

4 Jan - BBQ (E46B)

9 Jan - ate Japanese Pasta. =D

26 Dec - our stay in Siloso Beach XD

long time never update ler. wahaha XD
so just let the photo do the talking ba. keke.
still got 1 photo unable to upload. zzz forget it. i go home then do ba. lazy to do it now. somemore at home the laptop keep DC. make me so pek chek lar. Grrr..!!
anyway, yesterday went to watch National Treasure. wahaha. not bad, got exciting parts, got touching parts and funny parts. hehe. alot of things had been on my mind. just felt frustrated. but remembered to keep a smile on my face. =) hope that way, it would cheer me up or make me feel better. oh yar, there is a competition on 16 & 17th of Feb. Open class. 70m 122 target face. no idea want to join for the competition anot. then after the competition is our chalet. omg. everything just plump together. haix, and these few days look at my hair, abit tired of it le. so wanna get a new haircut. which is to cut it short. how short? i think will be neck-length ba. =X but dont know whether if it will suits me anot. scare i will regret it after cutting. ESPECIALLY going to a wrong salon! thats the hard decision. which salon to go so that they will know what i want. =( anyways, got time then update more ba. nothing happen much to me either. hehe =D

written @ 10:04:00 AM

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