Im so slack
nothing much to do
had sleepless night
then in the afternoon went to Adeline house
it was raining all day long
seems so draggy
somethings had changed
some had left my life
and some had entered my life
Promises you all made
Is it a pack of lies?
the answer would be your actions
It doesnt matter whether you tell me yes or no anymore
it would be what you do
everything changed
and it will still continue to change
this is what you taught me
thanks for the promise you made
it had at least made me think that there is still hope in certain things
things we shared had been something we going to do everyday
but will it change?
Like what you say
tried your best not to change
tomorrow mookie would be joining us back for training
so going to welcome him
1 month never see him le
but still know his news
good news
glad to hear that
congrats, keep it up!!
my form
stupid bow arm
changed to open stance
release is getting worse
keep collapsing
elbow is not high enough
using the aching arms to update this post
muscles are aching after yesterday's physical training
gosh! i cant run! arr...must buck up on that le!!
haas then after physical training was resting with peck leng and yang
while the rest went to swim/soak in the pool
and there is 2 bangala washing the pool,putting in the chemical
-_-" dots cant they see people are swimming?
nvm. they are blind
then after that went to long john silver to eat
serious stomachache! and headache!
think its my gastric ba. lolx
nv eat since morning. then somemore got PT
whatever. haas.
then went to walk around causeway.
yang got his pouch for his new phone.
went home shortly after that
then today got a call.
got a tution job!! wee..!! at sembawang.
was smsing. OMG!!! spent alot of sms!! lolx..
and thanks for chatting with me~~ =]
then today early morning wake up got chinatown eat dim sum
faint. whole body ache.
forcing myself to move. cant laugh cant raise my arms too high.
then after eating went to sembawang to give tution to this girl called Adeline
haas. she quite talkative.
i called her the 'Miss Guess'
cause she keep asking me to guess this and that.
haas. but shes quite hardworking.
lolx. tmr she got maths test. Good Luck!
then after tution, went to get something in Bugis.
then walk around alone. then took a long way bus home.
cause dont feel like going home.
on the way. chatting with friends.
haas. thanks ar. although it might be nothing to you people.
it helps me to forget the pain in my heart.
wee..!!!
happy piggie Year!!!
today is the starting of a new year!!
so happy! but this year dont have much new year atmosphere
but i will bring up the atmosphere tomorrow!!
haas...so no worries!!!
today wake up at 11 plus..~
then help my mum cut the food
then have to entertain my cousins
long time never see them liao
then kana rejected by them
damn sad sia. ask me go away~~~
T.T never mind lar dont blame them
then help mama do this do that
haas nevermind lar new year help out awhile
otherwise complain i never help nia
Gee. then time to eat steamboat le.
then i once again become the target for my family to suan
haas. say now i so dark, so busy, no time to spend time with them
my brothers say all accumulate together once and for all suan me back seh
haas. thank you for 'Brightening' up my new year ar! lolx..
woot then yesterday kor brought back his gf! haas.
not bad lar. keep smiling. lolx..
started a topic and chatted for awhile.
haas. find her okie lar. =]
then after eating steamboat.
bring my cousins down to the playground to cycle
wah. they really can run.. have to catch them!
omg.. smack their butts sia!! haas cannot lar.. later kana slaughter by my uncle
then go back home. clean the table then watch my show liao
chatted with winnie,hwee min, yang and mookie
haas. Piggie Year!! wahahaha!!
Happy Piggie Year!!!
let me recall...
the most recent event is the valentine's day
went out with dory,hwee min, winnie,wanting,peck leng,yu hong and yang
went to partyworld to sing,
its so cool!!! haas
wish to stay there and just sing
although my voice sucks
haas.
yang dont know almost all the songs loe
omg!! but got 1 song that makes the atmosphere damn high
the song is called peng you
haas that song damn nice
lolx..next time go must sing this song!
haas
then got flowers made personally by ah zhou
and chocolates and a sweet from wan ting!
haas. thanks alot!!
then went shopping
from orchard then to marina square
haas. then went to eat seoul garden.
had 2 tables.
1 table quite quiet. the other table is damn noisy
haas. they eat 4 whole plates of meat sia
see them damn funny.
but it was a fun day.
solved my problem
hope things will remain the way they are
haas
i felt weird
i dont know what to do
i felt like giving everything up
things are not what i want
but why are the thing for others so smoothly?
i had been trying
but in the end did my effort paid off?
no. everything just get screwed up
i had no idea why is this happening to me
again and again and again
im sick and tired of it!
really sick and tired of it!
i feel like crying out loud
does anyone out there know what im thinking?
haas i think no 1 does
forget it
whatever i hope. i worked for it
it never works
whats the use of trying and trying and trying but nothing is gained
i felt devasted, sad completely lost of hope
sad to say that
gee...first of all
i want to congrats those people who retake their o levels
and managed to pass!!
haas u all had made it
woot!
today went to bugis with winnie
had to buy new year clothes
if not......haas
met in the early afternoon
went to eat yoshinoya
then walked around bugis junction
then bugis street
i think we almost got lost there
dont even know where are we
just randomly walking here and there
then was quite tired
then kept yawning and thanks to winnie
for giving me a 'wake up' by squeezing my neck
-_- nvm...i ren!!!
then got a call from yanling jy and the others
haas yanling told me that she wants to go RP
haas. hope that she can get into the course she wants
then they were asking about something counselling booth
didnt realise there was 1 in RP
haas too bad. then told them that there is 1 but no idea where
then guide them to RP
otherwise i dont know how to tell them how to go -_-
then they also stunt lar last minute ask me to go RP
think i siao ar. at bugis rushed to RP then back to bedok.
faints~~ haas. but really missed them alot
long time nv see them.
they suan mi on the phone!! >.<
they say i damn busy. want to date me also cannot. then they give up le.
sobs~~~~~
will try to squeeze 1 day out for u guys kies?? haas
then after walking to sim lim square
went back to bugis junction
then guess what?!! i saw my 2nd bro with a gurl!!
haas.. got dating!! orh hor..then down there shake his head.
goin to frop off le lar. lolx..
so gan jiong!!
today damn tired but still not asleep yet.
then went to view friends blog
haas damn bo liao right?
thats me! lolx.
have to keep myself busy from thinking too much.
lolx. well remember some stuff. and i cant stop laughing.
wonder how is it going along.~~~~ wahahahhahaha!!!!!
anyways, want to congrats my friends!!! haas. =]
ur efforts did paid off!!!! sMilex woR!!!
tired day
wished there is someone out there to listen to me
without me asking anything
happy things sad things
just want to say it all out
saying how happy i am or how sad i am
haas but sometimes things are just not the way u want them to be
having your hopes high up and not getting them
just make u had a great fall
a fall that might cause u to get hurt and never recover from it
yesterday called ji yuan up
asking him about him collecting back his results tmr
he doesnt sound fine
felt real bad unable to console him
wanted to go back to school to get back his results with him
but i think he would wanted to be alone
Jy believe in Yourself kies? =]
like you say, we might be in different situations, but situations can be changed
it just depends on yourself remember you still have me, ah pa and xk
i wished i could keep what i said to myself
i know how to say it but i cant do it
sounds stupid
little by little
im doing something i shouldnt
haas. felt stupid when i think people needed help but in fact they dont
thinking too much again?
haas thats what i feel
people dont need me
why do i still bother? why do i still freaking care?
mookie asked me not to care about him too much
how hurt was i when i saw that
but if thats what he wants, i shall do him this favor
thanks yang. for asking me IQ questions. -_-
it helps temporarily
wondering in this world
is there any1 trying to understand me
just like the way i do
i dont have the security
felt insecure
i dont have the confidence
the confidence of friends by my side
let me frankly say
i dont have any confidence
deep down in my heart
i envied
all of the people around me
they lived
so confidently
haas forget it
im hard to understand
and no1 truely undertands me
didnt update for a long time le.
things between bananas were over.
they are all friends now.
yar. competition was over too!
everyone did a great job!!! YOU PEOPLE DID GREAT!!
you compete to show yourself not the others.
dory! you proved yourself okie? just continue to jia you!!
we are all there for you. there with you.!
lazy to go into the details. so...yar. haas.
well, after the competition went to eat at swenson to celebrate dory's bdae.
woot. nice rice you got! lolx..continue to smile okies?
adimt that im a bit quiet for the rest of the day.
no idea whether im tired or what.
just feel not right....
i had no idea whats wrong with me.
after i see things. certain things. i feel not right.
unknown feeling. which i dont know what it is. and i dont wish to acknowledge that feeling.
whats wrong with me.??!?!?!?!
nvm...
I realized 1 thing
People always look at what they don’t have but not what they have.
This sentence refers to myself.
Telling myself how blind am i.
