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Saturday, July 22, 2006
been tinkin a bout tinks dat are meant to sae while sum are not...haas...sentence not bad rite...? haas..heard dat frm sum1.....tinks.....tinks dat are meant to be kept in de bottom of de heart...where no1 can reach it....? is dat gd...? i mean..when euur lonely..euu will reach dat side of euur heart.....n it may seriously affect the mood..thinking everiting...mayb some people dun mind being liddat...but not miie...im a sensitive person.... suddenly feel lik jumpin off de buildin...haas..no lar...a bit exaggeratin...de feel of a knife on my wrist..but im banned frm doin so...-__- now my mood is a bit sad..mayb de result is not de way i wished it to be..? hm..mayb....dats de reason...wad m i holdin..? gd question...i duno it either myself...

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written @ 10:12:00 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
today..! is yu hong(ah Zhou) de 24 year old guy birthday...!! lolx..!! wakaka..haix..but a bit sad didnt get to celebrate wid him..cox got no money den so far..den watch until so late....sumore i watch dat movie le...lolx..de movie reallie got no endin de loe...n it las fer 2 1/2 hrs hor..!! its not 1 1/2 hr...!! derrr..!! im right okie..!! geez..!! nvm...haas...dis mornin 12 am...alreadi msg ah zhou happi birthdae..n guess wad..?! he nv reply..he was slpin loe...PIG..!!! -_- he should be excited mar..!! haix....sad seh...msg him le..tot he would reply soon..but mornin 6 plus den reply...~ dotx..!! haas..nvm..dis morning reali go n disturb him loe..! lolx...den today problem statement reali god darn suX...!!!! shittie science..!!! blah..!! idiot..!! hate chemistry..!! learn nth about chemistry n wana mi to xplain...?! yar..mookie xplain to miie le..but i jux dun get it..!! dun get it..!! okie..?!!! omgosh..!! sum1 tutor mi chemistry..!! gosh...!! chemistry seems interestin...but i got no basics...!! geezz..!!! i realli niid to learn chem....! n i oso wana learn science...but without learnin through problem statement..if nort i will die..! yeah..!! lao gong makin notes for miie.. on alkane n alkenes...lolx..yupss..!! lurve herr..! lolx..den dis mornin..mookie sot le..! ask him qns hor..he ask back qns..!! wadde...!! haix...but dat helps abit lar...but quite...difficult to learn...to miie lar...lolx..den he cee i read read n read..cannot tahan den he simplify de tink to miie..lolx... den we keep playin de fish game loe...now my right fingers weird weird de..lolx..so diff frm my left fingers...press too much le lar..mux rest le..cannot play too much...siao liao...now got so mani tinks entertain mie..animes...fish game..CS... omgosh..! oh yar...dis week n nxt week no training..!! haix...!! pathetic crane...! jux MOVE AWAY...!!! godarn it..!! shiitie it..!! now lik abit moody...jux wana shoot pep...!! oh yar..!! its bcox of dat monkey..!! stupid monkey..!! wan to kill mii..! wan to die ar..! he bcum such an irritatin jerk now..!!! dotx...!! wonder y i lik him las time..!! gosh..regret doin dat....!! lets not say regret lar...but seriously..he change alot loe...!! even zy oso sae le lor...stupid....! idiot...cant he jux stop disturbin miie....i realli cant tahan pep took 'THAT' to disturb miie back loe..!! haix...ferget it....jux now shoot my ah pa...~ dotx...poor ah pa...~ haas...seniors came back...lolx...dey sae de show was nice...yar..it was nice but deres no endin...!!! god..!! haas..heard dat de dog bcum de god..!! lolx...!! coolx..!! haix..didnt wait fer it to finish...~ cox was rushin to mit sarah n jolene....arrr..!!! missed dat part...!! shittie..!nxt time no matter wad hor...oso gona stay till de veri end..!! okie le lar..tink can end le...oh yar..!! tmr screenin animes..!! yeah..!! kaka..gonna cee ff..!! wakaka..tmr den update ba..hopefully..wakaka..

written @ 10:38:00 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006

woo..!! blog on 15 july..! cox didnt get to post it on sat...lolx..! it was a fine day...n i went out early lik err..1 plus i left my hse...when we were meetin 3 at bugis mrt...haas..lame miie..! actualli i was havin stomachaches dat dae..but i didn care much about it...wakkaa...den i went bugis...den i walk cee walk look...realli veri bo liao den mama msg miie or i msg mama..haas..duno..den i told her i reached le..den she called miie when she was on her way to bugis...she went to take cab..haas..den she was de first to meet mi..den we went to MOS den ah zhou joined us..lolx..den a lot of tinks happened...n den mookie came to meet us..lolx..he blind de loe...cant cee us when we are rite in front..he hafta go 1 big round...den call ah zhou again..den walked in again den he finali found us..[before dat happened..actualli i heard sumtink frm my fren which i dun not wish to hear..i had no idea y i felt dat way when she told mi dat...it sounds stupid aritey..? but its jux..veri disturbed after i heard wad miie fren said to miie] haix..den was a bit moody..but was cheered up by mama..haas..n of cox ah zhou n mookie lar..lolx..den we called rozi...guess wad..! she was on her way...n her way is still at bukit gombak..! haas..lame rite..but nvm lar..she jux woke up when it was 3 still....haas...den hwee min came to meet us...den we tok..den ah zhou started foldin roses with de paper..haas...but his rose doesnt look lik rose..lolx..den we all suan him..but he keep quiet..BUT he keep shootin his so called 'hamster'...lolx..den tinks go on...we went to arcade n play stuff...den met weiyang dere...den rosi met us dere leta too...we played..den a lot of nonsense come out loe...haas..den we went to play pool..!! yeah..group wid weiyang..haas..! but in de end lik nv play liddat..busi takin photos...wakaka..lik crazie gurl liddat...realli tak a lot of photos loe..n oso got videos..lolx..! realli cant sae everitink in details but dose tinks are veri fresh in my memory...lolx..a lot of farnie tinks happen...like when sheep pushed mookie to bang onto de so called window..n a loud bang is heard..!! lolx..omg..!! its so farnie..n now mookie dare not face his head to anitink le..kaka..!! n oso 1 farnie tink to tok about is about mama...lolx..! she realised she lost her necklace..den when we were jux goin to the bookshop...on de way she found it in her blouse...!! lolx..!! omg..!! its jux so farnie dat my stomach is gona burst..!! lolx.. dey jux mak my dae bright..haaas... realli lik it...!! reallie lurve euu all..!!*[ things are goin round n round my head...yes or no...? wad am i suppose to do...? wad m i thinkin..m i suppose to do...? haix..realli givin mi de headaches...!]* now im sick....stupid stomach...alwaes givin mi trouble...goin to cee de doc tmr....sian..not goin to class tmr...but tmr still goin archery..lolx.. *[17 july]* today didnt attend class..haas..tmr hafta go sch..cox got ut..sumore change grp...haas..i pray hard...!! keke..den todae went to cee doc wid mama...haas..suspected kana TB..lolx..which is nonsense lar...haix..den we went to eat pastamania...which we eat until we bloated den we ta-bao back to sch...den when we reach dere...found out dat archery was cancelled..!! omg..!! we came fer nothing..why cancelled..?! cox dat mookie FERGET to bring de stands de arm guard n so on..!! omg...sian..den we slack to mookie lab..we saw de 'crystal'..dey are workin on it..lolx..when dey wore de 'coat' dey reallie look lik flasher loe..lolx..!! den we went down....while transferin de pics n videos...yar...den we sat at de agora to watch de videos dat dey took..lolx..so farnie..! n im so ugly loe..haix...den 3 of us went to eat swenson..haas..lao gong n weijian went to library to do rj..yups...den we 3 crap all de way to causeway..kaka..!! den when we were about to order...mookie called us..n we tok fer 3 times n finallie dey decided to join us..but dey arent eatin...-_-" den while eatin our fish & chips n 2 topless icecream...dere are alot of nonsense...lolx..de ice cream..de fish n chips..de tar tar sauce..de blind man joke..lolx..!! darn de joke..mak mi laugh until my face so red...! gosh..den we paid..n we went down..while we went to de toilet...mookie n sheep went to old chang kee...haas..den we parted our ways....haas..wad a fun day yar...?! yups..! den we went hm n chat online..mookie cough blood out..~ omgosh..reallie dun wish him to end up lik my aunt loe...she oso sae it was a small tink...which end up....which end up makin mi losin her....which is a terrible tink..!!! i miss her..!! i realli lurve her..how could she leave miie..!! haix...mama oso another 1 sick..reallie worried fer euu guys euu noe...when it cums to cough or wadeva....jux so worried dat i would lose euu all...which WILL NOT happen...!! take care..!!! i pray hard fer just fer euu guys to recover..!! and to update sumtink..haas..vincent reallie keep his word..! he bought chocolate fer miie yesterdae..! lolx..reallie cool..! thanx vincent..!! euur a nice guy once in a while..lolx..!

written @ 11:40:00 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
yeah..!! turning 18 in 2hrs 12 mins when started writing dis bloggie..! haaas..jux came back frm training...err...can sae after celebratin my 'early' bdae...haas..actualli at first..i noe dey buyin cake de..haas..but didnt reali wana sae out i noe..haas..but still veri touched loe..!! i jux found out that both mama n lao gong planned fer 2 WHOLE WEEKS..!! omg..!!! i didnt noe lei...!! realiie...reallie..thanx...!!! LURVE EUU GUYS LOTX....!!! *mUAcks* haas..lotx of tinks happen todae lar...haas..actuali i noe that they are plannin sumtink...haas..cox its abit obvious...or mayb im a bit sensitive....=] this is actualli de first time dat i receive a cake frm my frens...! omg..! n so mani pep which i noe onli fer a short time celebratin wid miie..!! haas...SENIORS N FRENS...!!! euu guys rocks my life...!!! nv regret knowing euu peps...!! realli...haas..!! enjoyed the time wid euu guys..!! haas...de faggot 1 n 2 mak my life terrible loe..!! dey interview mii loe..omg..! n dey ask a lot of nonsense..!! stupid questions loe...m i depressed..? err..!! dats a bit crazy loe...! haas..but it was fun though... =] then de archery choir sing bengawan solo song loe..!! omg...!! haas..! so loud sumore..! haas..den when unwrappin the present [thanx to MAMA] i had to open a lot of layers of wrapping paper n newspaper...lolx..! it was a bit fun but frustrating..haas..!! n i found a box...frm so BIG to so SMALL....! lolx..but the hp chain/jux chain was realii realli nice..!! i lurve it....!!! haas..thanx fer everitink tonite...!! reali lik it..!! n lurve it...!! LURVE EUU GUYS...!!! *mUacKs* *hUggIes* i will forever remember dis dae....though didnt noe euu guys fer veri long...but...haas..its as if we noe fer quite long...lolx..! its reallie nice to feel dis way..its lik a big familie...! warm n cosy..!! kaka..!! leta or tmr den upload de pics n mayb videos...~ lolx..!! reallie...THANKS TO ALL PEOPLE WHO SPENT THEIR TIME WITH MIIE TONITEE..N ESPECIALLY HUI PING N HWEE MIN...hu spent deir precious time to plan a 'surprise' fer miie...haas..! A BIG BIG HUGGIES N KISSES N THANKIES TO EUU PEOPLE..!! and got a present from archery..~ got 2 blue blacks n a cut....a small cut....~ diaoz....~haas..should i sae lucky or unlucky...?? lolx..but its okie..de celebration reallie cheer mii ups..!!! today mookie sheep golden monkey n ah zhou were playin..lolx..n poor mookie fall...omg...~ lolx..n his ankle hurt ba...haas..mux take care yar...? kees..was goin to buy herbal tea fer him...lolx..but he rejected.. -_-" den hes goin to eat de 2 bread that 3Gs bought fer him fer breakfast tmr....! wakkaa

written @ 10:48:00 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Hello..!! I’m back to update my bloggie..!! today something serious happen…haas.. well.. de 3Gs should noe wad happen… but in de end it ended all well..!! haas..well..still hafta thanks the culprit who started de ‘bi yu’…hahas..! thanks mookie..! for makin hwee min n hui ping smile again..!! haas..! I reali duno wad to do without euur help durin dat time.. haas..such a gd senior rite..?? oh yar..!! we wan crystals..!! haas..anwae euu wun cee it de ba..wakaka..so no use…a lot of tinks happen..n I happen to cut myself accidentally… omg...haas..happen if euu ever in lurve wid a wrong person…? Well it always happen to mi.. it all end up becoming got nothing….which is not wad I really want.. well goin to slp soon…~ update tmr ba..if got de time..mayb cox tmr science..! kaka..!

written @ 9:24:00 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006

Woohoo..!! today went to cosfest with hui ping, hwee min and wei jian..when reach there..! woo.!! Its cool man..!!! omg..!! people with different costumes different make-ups.. and guess wad I saw..!! I saw souji and honey sen-pai…!! Wakaka..!! funnie man..!! reallie enjoy my day lar..haas..den after spending hours standin we went to Mac to eat and crap around…haas.. den after dat we went back to de cosfest dere..and we bought necklace..! butterflies..!! haas..i got de green 1…haas..but nvm..i lik ani colors except blue-black color.. haas..now typin in car..wakaka..open de window..so shiok..!! so windy..!! yippee..!! long time nv liddat liao..lik to sit car without air con..with de wind blowing..haas..no idea why..jux lik it loe…cox the wind is so refreshing and gentle… =)) but now all de SBS bus all got air con de le…not mani bus without air con le..cox mani people scare hot…soo…no choice loe..tmr we all wearing the necklace..!! yeah..!! lik it so much…some sort of friendship necklace…~ den after buying..we hear the results of who is going to japan fer de WCS ting…den de gundam seeds group got to go to japan..haas.. den we left the place…den mi and hui ping went home…n we tok on the phone..den tok until my hp no batt..was about to call mama I reach le asking hui ping to wait..den no sound….~~ haas..den I noe no batt le..waakka..!! den I used mama hp to call hui ping to apologise and den I went to eat..and she continue her journey back home…haas..was darn full..!! wana bath and shit..! stomach so pain loe..rush home..den saw a bike overturn.. =O so horrible..!! his leg pain..lucky only 1 person..if 2 person..ohh ohh..! haas..but I still continue rush home and bath..so ewww…after walkin in the rain…and den hafta shit…haas..den I went online…hui ping tok to mi..wakaka..! den we chat fer a while..den I ask weiyang and mookie to jia you and study fer deir UT tmr…haas..so nice of miie yar..? lolx..! of cox..! my seniors..coaching miie in future..so mux da hao guan xi…lolx..!! now de wind so strong..!! keep smacking against my specs…mak my eyes blurry..n my hair is smacking against my face oso..~~ so pain…~ but I lik it..wakaka…wad a sadist…~ well dats miie..if euu duno miie well..!! waakaka..!!! bye..!! update nxt time..!!

written @ 10:19:00 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
there are somethings that are bound to happen..and there are always things that obstruct the things that you want... but rite here in my life..deres are so mani tinks i want..yet things are alwaes out of my reach...mani things..mani important things in my life are always out of my reach... each time i wana stretch my hands out to reach for them they would disappear within my life..or rather my world..when i treat dem as part of my life..they could just walk away from my life without hesitations..which mak my life worse...however things are always like that..but im not gonna give up...im gona strive hard for my life..hoping and working hard for my my future life..NO PAIN NO GAIN..! i really hope it would work well if my pain equals to what i gain...i really hope.. =] i also really hope that i would change to be a better person... happi go lucky person...~ will i be liddat..?? hopefully i will be..

written @ 6:15:00 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006

Haix..updating my blog again..!! long time no cee yar..? having depression on fridae..den had lao gong to tok mi over..no idea if she felt troubled or wad…haix..dun reali wana trouble anibodi loe..but I reali niid sum1 to tok to..haha..poor lao gong..becum my victim..yesterdae told my mum about wad is my schedule from mon to fri.. n guess wad she sae..wow..!! so busi ar..??! I was lik……..i tryin to mak myself busi okie..?! to stop myself from tinkin too much..!! get awae frm all dose stupid tots lik m I despise by my classmates..hu hates mi…soo on….im stupid tinkin about all dese…don’t i..? haix..no choice…reali got notink to do…den I told her about wad m I gona do durin my bdae n on de 16…I jux sae my fren sae lets drink vodka..den she was like NO..!! haix…-_-“ another problem..! I mean..im already 18 dis year…I can mak my own decisions..! its my life dat I wana go through..!! if euu wana mak decisions fer euur children den do it by euurself wid my bros or sum toys..! omG..!! reali wished to sae that to my parents..!! but I jux couldn’t bring myself to sae that to dem…reali troublesome…how can I convince dem dat im safe by myself..?? im able to go to sch myself…! Okie..! haix…reali wana feel free..although they seems to giv mi freedom though but its lik since long ago euu should gib mi dis kind of freedom..!! haix..reali wana freedom so much..i dun wana let dem tink im rebellious or wadeva so..but im tryin so hard to fit into deir image of ‘ah gurl’ which I tink seriously…has no freedom…which is a stupid gurl dat jux follow de instructions of deir parents.. I mean a lot of frens are veri veri(seriously VERI) rebellious..dey can do mani ridiculous stuff..!! lik runnin awae frm home…yar…dey should be glad dat I didn’t do all dese actions…or should I sae…I couldn’t..? mayb its mi hu couldn’t leave my hm.. my parents are worried about mi…but haix..!! I wana dem to trust mi dat I would be fine..euu noe..? even sum1 younger den mi has so much freedom den mi..not to even mention pep same age as mie…haix…im goin crazie…dey are always sayin de differences between gurls and guys..always comparing mi and my bros together…[especially when dey they tink dat the guys are able to do dat n gurls cant..!!] haix..how m I gona change dat tinkin from deir mindset..!!] im goin crazie..!!! help..!! sumtimes felt neglected...sumtimes felt lonely....mayb when ones depressed tinks alwaes bcum sad tinks to dem...jux lik wadeva tinks that happen to mi rite now...

written @ 12:08:00 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
long time no update le..!! gona rot till siao le...haix..bad day todae sia....!!! todae de problem statement sux...!! sumhow we get to do sum questions and did de slides...haix..den went off fer de training...haix...first shhot already hit myself till blue balck..nobody sayang miie...sad..*felt neglected* haix..sumhow feel darn moody lei...fell loveless..!! no1 dere fer miie..!! no 1 lurves miie...!! lao gong got herself 3 kors le.. haix..den miie lei..?? feel her lurve is gettin lesser n lesser fer miie...losin a place as a lao po le..sad* realli sad..! haix.....

written @ 12:49:00 AM

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