in my room, with my room closed.
hearing the voices of parents quarrelling.
its kinda back to the days when i had my Os.
fear of hearing them quarrel.
especially without my brothers around. =(
one left the house to live with his wife, and another need to work night shift.
what should i do alone? =(
was not feeling good for the whole damn day without knowing any reason.
and yet i had to face this situation all by myself right now!
hate this feeling. hate this kind of thing.
what should i do?
how to keep my smile going on?
all i can do is put the smile to cover the sorrow that i had contained.
all i hope is that other people can bring joy to me.
and not disappointment once again.
i had enough to tolerate.
i know its life. but how can life treat me this way?
just had no idea. no idea. how life is going to be like for me.
hope that i can sleep forever.
胆小鬼 抱着希望 可是有人会给我希望吗?
talking to someone.
then came across the "Law of Attraction"
haas. its not a movie.
its some kind of law.
went to reseach abit on it.
finding it somehow cool.
The Law of Attraction simply says that you attract into your life whatever you think about. Your dominant thoughts will find a way to manifest. But the Law of Attraction gives rise to some tough questions that don’t seem to have good answers. I would say, however, that these problems aren’t caused by the Law of Attraction itself but rather by the Law of Attraction as applied to objective reality.
Subjective reality is a belief system in which (1) there is only one consciousness, (2) you are that singular consciousness, and (3) everything and everyone in your reality is a projection of your thoughts.
then i came across this thingy..
So if you want to become an early riser (or just exert more control over your sleep patterns), then try this: Go to bed only when you’re too sleepy to stay up, and get up at a fixed time every morning.
sounds cool. haas.
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/04/self-acceptance-vs-personal-growth/
thats the link. zzz
lazy to read it for now. find it cool.
