would i be able to forgive what u all did?
will i still treat like nth happen?
can i?
could i?
will i?
should i?
once again, thinking about all these things make my tears fall.
you are the once that make me laugh, make my life wonderful
why destroy the image,the respect, the love, the memories, the fun and laughter we all had?
you knew how to cheer me up.
u knew how to make me feel better.but why are u the one that hurt me so badly?
do u still remember what i had said?
do u still remember the promise we made?
the same promise we made 2 times?
i still remember that when u felt real down, u cried.
u cried real hard. i dint know what was going on. but i cried along with u.
thats how much i like u.
did u feel the same way?
have u ever felt that way?
i felt that i had never once entered ur life.
never once touched ur heart.
i always thought things for us would turn out great, fun
but i was hit badly.
i know that there are much more people who was hurt more than me.
i wanted all these to be a nightmare. i dont want to face the reality.
cause it really really hurts.
i felt like running away. from the reality.
what can i ask u to do?
what can i ask myself to do?
how should i pick myself up?
how to pick myself up and be strong?
thought u guys were my strength, my pillars. haix
thats too much to ask from u all.
some lyrics i got. Nothing last forever by Maroon 5. its nice. =)
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Chris Daughtry Over you ( i just picked some )
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
<--- this is Zhen Yuan! the EVIL PIG! lolx..i find that for him. suits him right!!? wahaha!! XD
<-- this is i drew de. wahaha..=X abit ugly but he say its cute.. *puke*
lolx.. anyway thanks ar..for concerning and talk to me..wahaha..
<--- this is Zhen Yuan! the EVIL PIG! lolx..
<-- this is i drew de. wahaha..=X abit ugly but he say its cute.. *puke*