okie...
after a day or doing nothing
i think its time i should pick myself up
or nothing could be done right?
saw some people's blog
events happen, im not the worse
i know all these stuffs, but when things happen to you all these thoughts,things are just nothing but rubbish
telling people what to do is easy, everyone knows what to tell others what to do
but how is the person going to accept it and do it and understand it
it aint easy feat.
i can say that this fall for me actually isnt big.
i can predict a greater fall in my future
cause it happens to everyone.
a fall, so that u gets stronger and not cry after you fall
the process of standing up sucks.
yar, but thats the way we are suppose to move on.
life just gotta move on..time wont wait...
even its just for a few seconds.
all these thoughts just woke me up now.
no idea whether will i really REALLY take them in....
but i just know that i took them in right now.
read a friends blog, cherish or regrets
choose to be happy and cherish
or feel miserable to regret.
thats the choice i came up with.
although i felt better now, but i still dont want to say anything yet.
just want to keep my thoughts clear.
things i see, things processing in my mind,
i tried to believe what both of u said.
tried. and trying.
i trust you.
not to say things that would hurt me.
im not going to think.."what if they lied to me"
dont wish to think about it anymore, cause it only bring misery to me.
i just wanted to believe what my mind is processing is wrong. DEFINITELY WRONG.
and when i get back, things would be back to normal.
really back to normal....
