okie
lets see, things had been up and down for me.
its just myself finding trouble for myself.
yeap. need to stop myself from giving any more trouble.
hubby, i dont know if u are reading my blog anot =/
i want you to tell me what u are thinking
something u promised. sames goes for the promises for ur Bee Bee.
u said 2, okie. i will give it to u.
but would u tell me whats wrong?
things left unsaid would it be better? or would it cause misunderstanding?
i think i would misunderstand things.
yeap. deep enough to anyhow think things.
u told me its hard to be optimistic.
but well, like u told me as well i want u to know there is always me/us for u to talk to.
the prob is u are keeping everything to urself.
u sure dont want us to grab u down and do what we did the other time right?
i want u to tell us/me willingly. its something i wished for. i dont know whether it will come true anot
i dont want you to be suffering alone. to be all alone even if u are trying to be optimistic.
if u dont feel well saying. then type it out, write it out.
im always there to read. always there to listen.
there are times when u are optimistic which makes u feel so strong that i feel that there is nth i could do for u.
could u? could u just tell us things about u? just take that to let us know u better.
can? i wanted to tell u all these, but u are offline now.
today i like too sensitive.
there seems something. u said nothing, the rest said nths wrong.
maybe its just myself starting to give myself trouble again.
^ *[ Trying my best now. ]* ^
