my life is in a mess
caused by myself
i had no idea why i am feeling this way
filled with insecure, belonging
no matter what was said to me
i was avoiding. afraid to get hurt
dont wish to get hurt, so i chose to hurt other people
hanging over there
i saw 2 paths, i dont know which path to go
without me, life would be much more easier, happy
ii would just bring unhappiness, all those bad things to you people
im unlikabble, who am i exactly?
i dont even know it myself.
i dont want sympathy,
i seems like i cant accept any care or concern from you guys.
its like i dont deserve it.
hate me if you really want.
whatever. need to let brain stop thinking..at least not think about that...
i broke a arrow today!!!
into 2 parts, the other part was missing. =(
had to pay $2....=(
training wasnt good for me.
doesnt seem to improve either.
might be deteriorating
=( my interest, my passion...where are you guys?
what a sad day. raining whole day too. =( what a day to be.
Just let me be. =/
