another day of walking under the dark sky with bright moon shining down
stars are blinking as if they were asking me whats wrong with me
another kind of mood walking under the starlight
are we losing faith in each other?
wheres our chemistry?
there seems to be a wall in between us how should we break down this wall?
i wonder is it me
me causing all these boundaries?
"sorry" is the word that we don't wish to hear from each other
its a FORBIDDEN word for us okie?
sometimes when i got upset by you, i want you to cheer me up
i may act childish, but that is what i am
thats how i want things to be
but things might not go as how i want them to be
sometimes i just loathe myself for being so greedy
for wanting this and that
and yet i asked myself, why can't i have those?
this is when i started to hate myself
cause i know this is not right for me to do so
but i yearn to do so
i loathe myself for not being contented with what i have
and yet asking for more
taking things for granted
who am i becoming?
i am so afraid of myself
so loathe myself
what am i becoming?
terrified of myself
