how do i feel right now?
no idea how i feel right now
it seems that i lost a friend
but it doesn't seems that i had lost a friend
what is this?
is this just temporary?
or permanent?
my mind is full of questions
but no 1 could give me the answers
or rather no 1 had those answers
do GOD hate us that much to make us suffer?
does us suffering makes us grow up?
if so, can we don't grow up?
i don't wish to grow up
not because i don't want to suffer
its because i don't wish to change things
don't want to change anything anymore!!!
I'm frustrated, upset
but what can I do?
a day passed, another day come
i just had to tell myself that another day had come
its another day to smile
smile for others
smile for myself
smile for anyone who needs it
[ will things change? i wonder ]
[ *luckier than stars* do u rem? ]
