does it matter if i'm there?
no confidence that we will stay the same
it seems that one fine day we will be strangers to each other
sometimes looking at the 3 of you just makes me think that you 3 shared the same world
the world had boundaries
boundaries that people cant entered
which includes me
i dont wished to be hate
i dont wished to be left alone
but there are times that things happen to just leave me to be alone for a moment
leaving for a moment is just a way for me to escape reality for a while
for me to pick up the feelings and courage to conquer this 'reality'
this just causing me not to be myself
but another person who hides their real feelings from others
once i had started to do these kind of things
everything would be in my bottle
no one have the energy or the strength to open up the cap of the bottle
what should I do?
dont say the things that you never meant to say*
