What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.
All these feelings i had to forget.
Cause it had causing me to be another person.
A person who is full of unhappiness.
And of course I want people to be happy.
Ought to know what i want.
My biggest weakness is to always put others before me.
Is that so? I felt that i had been quite selfish lately.
Things are happening so fast that I didnt really want to accept the fact that it did happened.
Im so indecisive. Not sure of what i want.
This starts to get me irritated. And im starting to hate myself.
I need to stand up. On my own. Once again.
Those were just memories. They were in the past.
Life needs to move on. There are still many important things for me to do.
I just need to move on to the other phase of my life.
This is my life.
I need to balance out things. Things are too concentrated in a place.
What do I want exactly?!
Im just so lost. All my thoughts are in a whirl.
Saying things and unable to do those.
Just make me feel so miserable.
Things would change.
Im no longer most important to her.
Im no longer needed to him.
Im just someone extra in their lifes.
Thats how i felt right now. But i cant bear to tell them how i felt.
I dont wish to make them feel guilty nor sad.
Haix. My life is in such a mess.
Need to find back my reasons for all these.
I must keep my feelings deep down inside.
No 1 will knows what Im feeling anymore.
Act naturally? How to act?
Haas. Its okie. I would just act.
[ Locked Feelings ]
Whatever I do, It may or may not be the truth anymore.
