first day of school.
as usual went to school with laptop and stuff.
but this year, im year 2 le.
not as scared as the other time when i first entered my first class.
felt weird instead. looking at the new faces in the class.
things haven changed.
having the FMT, first breakout.
then second meeting then breakout.
then went to the sports hall to get things.
position of people are different.
mookie and peck, ah zhou and hm are all together.
haas. although know that they were together, but still, maybe not used to it ba.
guess it still takes time to digest and get used to it?
today didnt join them for lunch.
after taking things, went back to my class le.
didnt expect my team mates to settle liao.
i got nothing to contribute sia. got a freaking hour to spend.
guess i will blog then understand the stupid cost decision thing.
yesterday was also a freaking boring day for me.
woke up. wash up. read book. then watched television.
then finally decided to go out.
went out to the beach.
sent out a few sms, then i off my phone.
smart move eh? long time never off my phone liao.
watched the waves. went to walk and found shells.
reminded of something. i shall use 1 word to describe. pathetic.
yeap yeap. then took a bus out of there. went home.
had a bath. slack my way through. until 9pm then took a bus to woodlands.
dont like to use laptop when im there. the connection sucks.
but no choice. still have to bear with it.
i asked winnie a few questions.
its making me even worse. i feel like tearing myself apart.
images keep appearing. things that i arent suppose to be so concerned.
i think things are abit weird. i sense alittle weird.
but i dont know what that weird is all about.
i wished to ask you. "are u willing to be the shoulder that is always for me to lean on?
the hand that is always willing to reach out for me?"
yeah. that is a wish. nevermind. let this be a dream for me then.
hopelessly falling into a pit.
when will u realise that im always there? Sigh~
