feeling empty right now.
what reasons? i had no idea.
saw something today. but certainly i wish to hear from them.
haas. happy.^^
im sure im not feeling empty because of that.
but of another matter.
i hope its not happening.
definitely i dont wish it to happen.
"know what i want"?
i think i do. but its impossible to get it.
yeap. so i must refrain.
yes. refrain.
but i wonder if its too *******
i hope its not.
i just want it to be normal. but it seems that im not acting like 1!!!
omg..!! what the hell is happening to me..?!?!?!
arr......help..!! im feeling awful.
im weird!!!
*thinking in process*
okie..i sort of know why is that im feeling.
and this is something that someone say.
yar. but i dont wanna admit. yeap. NO WAY am i admitting.
control!! noo...not control.. hide!! yes.!! HIDE....
although it might be alittle suffering..but yar. think it would be worth it.
*exhale* >o<
nvm...shall leave it.
