tired day
wished there is someone out there to listen to me
without me asking anything
happy things sad things
just want to say it all out
saying how happy i am or how sad i am
haas but sometimes things are just not the way u want them to be
having your hopes high up and not getting them
just make u had a great fall
a fall that might cause u to get hurt and never recover from it
yesterday called ji yuan up
asking him about him collecting back his results tmr
he doesnt sound fine
felt real bad unable to console him
wanted to go back to school to get back his results with him
but i think he would wanted to be alone
Jy believe in Yourself kies? =]
like you say, we might be in different situations, but situations can be changed
it just depends on yourself remember you still have me, ah pa and xk
i wished i could keep what i said to myself
i know how to say it but i cant do it
sounds stupid
little by little
im doing something i shouldnt
haas. felt stupid when i think people needed help but in fact they dont
thinking too much again?
haas thats what i feel
people dont need me
why do i still bother? why do i still freaking care?
mookie asked me not to care about him too much
how hurt was i when i saw that
but if thats what he wants, i shall do him this favor
thanks yang. for asking me IQ questions. -_-
it helps temporarily
wondering in this world
is there any1 trying to understand me
just like the way i do
i dont have the security
felt insecure
i dont have the confidence
the confidence of friends by my side
let me frankly say
i dont have any confidence
deep down in my heart
i envied
all of the people around me
they lived
so confidently
haas forget it
im hard to understand
and no1 truely undertands me
