wednesday.
ut in the morning.
forgot to bring my purse.
saw facs no matter where i go.
feeling so unlucky in the morning.
forget it. shall skip todays happening
totally no mood to write out what had happened.
training just sucks for me
bow arm, wrist,fingers,release.
nothing is right
totally.
encouragement please!!
i really do need them!
had been hanging on there.
but im tired.
but what if i rest
and could never recover from it?
fear overcomes me
feel like crying.
but why do i cry?
the proposal.
everything seems to be in a rush
its unorganised.
blame myself for it.
couldt answer anything when asked
why is that so?!
why i cant answer mookie's question??!!
felt so useless.
nothing i do is right
is there anything i can contribute but do it right?
feel pointless to do anything
what should i do?
i failed to acheive my resolution today
haix. whatever
just leave me to die
sorry mookie.
know u wont see this. but still want to say sorry
and i know u dont like people to say sorry.
but seriously. im sorry.
maybe i had pissed you off today
but i will try not to make the same mistake.
hope everything will be back to normal.
