its been a bad day yesterday.
had no idea. but everyone's mood is so down.
and im feeling sucky.
there are times i may seem not to bother it but serious im thinking it alot.
why are they behaving in this manner?
but what i think is nothing. what can i do?
there seems nothing that i can do.
if i cant do anything shall i just give up?
but if everyone thinks this way. what is going to happen?
im back to my old self. thinking thinking thinking.
today accidentally cut myself.
on my palm. i felt nothing.
getting cut yet felt nothings wrong.
this kinda make me feel like cutting myself once more.
had no idea why i want to do that. but i just want to do that.
promises were made to people that i would not do that.
but could i do it?
no. should i say did people keep their promise at the first place?
what are promises?
to me its something important that is between me and that person.
is something that bonds us together not wanting us to break apart.
this may sound pointless for the other party, but it meant alot to me.
its define how important i am in that person's world/heart.
still had no idea what the message is about.
figuring it for the whole day. but no use.
maybe its trying to say. words are not important.
the things u do are better than the words u say.
is that it? had no idea as there is no 1 to answer that back to me.
gotta stand up. in order to be strong. Smilex Through It. =]
hope i can do it.
