hmm..lets blog about yesterday.
woke up at 7.15 but went back to sleep
cause not meeting hp in the morning
then woke up at 7.45
slowly do my things and walked slowly to school
had maths module
it was sucky graph thing again
bleah just practically hate graph
nvm then the Rj sucks even more
asking me to grade my team members
faint lar. then asked her to do then email me.
wahaha. zai right?
then after school went to dory class to meet up with winnie
that dory was making me laugh like no1 biZ la
haas. that toad hwee min haven finish her class
then went to W4 to meet up with mookie,yang and ah zhou
then yuan, jon, hp they all also there and hwee min reached also
after eating and jimmy came. then we went to the sports complex
then went to training ground after taking all the equipments
was laughing all the way
omg was laughing non-stop
training starto.
still feel that there is no improvement in my shooting
a thing had been passed to me
took him 9 months to train to win just that 1 thing
i will cherish it and it will motivate me to train more
thanks i will take care of it =]
after training as usual
walk to causeway point and we went to makan
went to makan long john silver
then after makaning had story time
was talking about the mice story
is it mice? i think so
then was thinking and thinking and thinking
then soon went home
then today. woke up call people
then went back sleep again
then woke up to check my attendance for today's module
pon once nia can pon 1 more time.
but suddenly remember got talk in the afternn
haiya. forget it go school lar
then reach class im not the latest
then that idiot fac have to give me face lar
Kns i owe him money ar!!!
forget it. i very good de u show me face i pretend i nv see anything
then somemore grp with that fellow
gosh!! hes in his own world!! seriously!!
when wei qiang saying he started doing fmt
he dont know doing what shit ar
then we did halfway he then say i open the fmt and lets start doing
me wei qiang aisha is like O.o wadde hell!!
wantto be in ur own world go home be lar
come school then in ur world
damn pissed lar
forget it then went to had lunch with hwee min dory and winnie
wah. while thinking what to buy saw lucia and kailing
and THANKS hwee min. for spreading nonsense!
-_- my reputation all GONE!!!
poor me. i tell u i dont have my reputation so are u!!
u and moses arr!! so going to die!
arr..!!!
skip to after school lar
went to the goodies bag thing
wah! do labour work loe
pack bags liao then have to carry here and there lar
like coolie like that.
soon went home after that
chatted for awhile and got a story
"
there was a butterfly struggling to come out of a cocoon, however a man saw this struggle and helped the butterfly cut the cocoon so that i can come out easier .the man looked on eagerly to see the butterfly spread its beautiful wings But the butterfly came out shriveled and weak..the butterfly's struggle is to force the liquid from its body to its wings so that it has the strength to fly..Because without the struggle, it cannot spread its wings and remained shriveled.."
this was the story told to me
which make me think even more
all along that when i think im helping that person
there is a possibility that im actually harming that person
this makes me wonder if i should continue helping people anot
he also told me that the difference between me and the man
is that my target are able to response to me unlike the butterfly
this is kind of sad when i hear this story
cause i had no idea i had been harming how many people unknowingly
