i wonder.
is there anyone there
to support me in whatever i do
to guide me along the path that i walked
encourage me to do what i wish to do
motivate me to continue my path
felt lost somehow
i cant seem to find the cheerful me back
been trying all these while to find the old me back
i miss the crazy me
the one that laughs all the while
im always depressed now
this is not going to work out
shall smile through everything
even if im forced to smile to everyone
i shall just smile
this is only for the moment
i will, no. must find the old me back
before i lost 'Her'
right now i might be quite emotional
maybe im always emotional
but i shall be optimistic
i've thought through
even there is no 1 to encourage me
i shall encourage myself
i know its tough to walk alone
but if there is no 1
thats what i can do
if i cant make it through
then its because im not strong enough
not prepared to enter the society outside
soon its going to be the end of the year
so fast new year is arriving
will the things be the same
dont think so
things and people would be forever changing
for i will perserdurance! ^^
