Im Sad! yes. im sad.
Sad Because my friend does not want me to be sad.
worry. worry for my friend.
does he know that he means alot to me as a friend.
he sell fish. but i also sell fish. i want to know what is troubling him.
but all he tells me is not to worry.
how can i not worry when someone actually tells me dont worry.
i hate this feeling. this feeling of being kept away.
a promise. still remember?
yes. i think u did.
but.haix..
want your friends to be happy.
i will be happy if u share your woes with me.
really happy.
but all you did was to dig out all the sorrow that is in me.
yet kept yours in yourself!
im angry. sad. depressed. disappointed.
not at you. but at myself.
as a friend to you.
am i a good friend?
i dont think im a good friend to you.
angry. myself for not being there when you need someone.
sad. because i dont know whats been going through your life.
depressed. because as a friend i think i quite 'Shi Bai'.
disappointed. with myself for not being able to keep the promise with you.
Whatever happens today had just covered by this matter.
i could actually didnt notice something is wrong with my friend when we were together so often.
.................................................................................crying to bits myself.
