tuesday. 10 Oct. my mum's birthday and Sarah's bdae. Happy Birthday Mum & Sarah. today is a long day. how i wish its weekends everyday. =/ . this morning i had to drag myself to school. which is so sad. im so tired yet i had to go to school and listen to the fac. but today's fac is quite alright. is so much less naggy than that wong hur wen. yes. i think his name should be that. skipped his 6p. phew. it was lucky man. today is on arts. god. a idiot who have bad sense of color match to appreciatiate drawings. you must be kidding me. but anyway i had to do it. just have to talk all the way. nod. nod. the ppt today was a lame 1. i was slacking the whole day. nothing to do and wrote my twin a testimonial. yup. i was bored to that extent. haix. was supposed to go to Sarah chalet de. but in the very end, i did not. met Jolene in Jonathan's class. yes. both of them are in the same class. heard that alot of people did not turn up. and all along Jolene was shaking her head. -__-. forget it.
was thinking of him on the way home. idiot me right. yes. quite idiotic. hate myself.
yes. hate myself alot. thinking of cutting my wrist once again.
but did not. had already kicked the habit of cutting my wrist le. hopefully i wont get it back again.
and going to shoot tmr. so cannot do stunt. so no cutting.
today. nothing much happen lar. just normally. just sick and tired of school and practically everything. yes. tired. too tired.