terrible day for me. yes. this is my first worst day in my semester 2. i wonder if there is more to come. hopefully not. today is maths. yup and i was looking forward to it. we changed team today. nod nod. didnt expect us to change team. but anyway we have to change. so i dont quite bother about it. it was on code breaker. okie. hubby and hui ping say it was easy. well, i dont think its easy for me. i dont understand it quite well and im feeling sucky alright. yes. practically we were all doing on the worksheet right? haas. but do we understand.? i dont think so. we were all stuck there. nod nod. soon it was almost 2nd breakout. and we were still stucked in the worksheet with the presentation quiz. alright i dont blame them for not knowing what to do. then i went down for breakout to ask hubby about what the worksheet is about and asked her if she knew how to do the quiz anot. but in the end, she didnt know and she did not do q15. haix. nevermind. then i went back to class without eating. totally no appetite to eat when i knew i could not solve the bloody problem statement. right deep in my heart im cursing and swearing. how could these be easy! damn shit. hate it totally. and i went back to class. asked sotong and clarice to explain all the things that they found out and teach me. and back to my team, xy went to find her friend to see if her friend knew. and the other just looked at the worksheet and i had no idea what they are doing. they had no solutions to it. haix.nevermind. but im pissed at the point that why they did not asked the rest of the classmates for help?!!! i dont get it.!!!! okie..im both pissed and upset. dont they have the initiative to ask for help.? i had no idea. this is what im thinking. alright? if u guys see this, please dont bring these up. its going to so spoil all the things in class. i will be awkard or stuff. this is the place where i could really curse and swear without people really "seeing" the other side of me. im really depressed and disappointed in myself. yes. really disappointed. thought i could do well for this topic as my friend had say that it was easy. but i cant even solve it. not even say the presentation. it was all cocked up okie! all these shit just sucks to the core alright!! bloody idiot! today is totally cocked up! fuc* it man...! this is so much worse than my sem 1 class.. shit..! today is the day when i curse and fuc* it all out.! its been freaking long i had blast all my bloody feelings all out. cB..! i had no idea if this is the class that was once fun. whatever. dont care much today. fuck it all out! CB!
the second time i cried in Rp. the first time was when my budds helped mi to celebrate my birthday. yeap. it was nice to recall that. and today is the second time. and the memory sucks.F* whatever. thanks ah zhou, winnie. they make mi smile once again. they are my best budds. and of cause huiping.! my devil partner! even though she is broke, she says she would treat mi hot fudge sundae. thats sweet of her. mUacks. thanks and i appreciate that. but i think there is no need for it le ba. lolx. and of cause all the rest of my friends. they keep doing stunts and make me laugh like crazy in the library. nod nod. mookie and yang was recording "faggot's Show" in the MRT. yes. -__- talking about nonsense. making me laugh all the way. thanks. well, they wont see this anyway. lolx. just really grateful to them and of cause those people in my W15M class. they concern about me. and really sorry if i showed u bad attitude. *Bow* sorry and thanks for being my friend =] i will try not to be so stressed up. and giving attitude. haas. anyway its over. and im over it. will be smiling~~~ ^_^ haas. bye
