yeap. im here to keep my blog alive. yes. dont wish it to have spiderwebs everywhere. nod nod. today there is training. yeap. and we were told to shoot again and see if we get to score more than 40 points. yes. i did passed the test. but it didnt meet my expectations. yes. one of them is so much difference than the rest. which means its not consistent. and it depressed mi quite a bit. im going to train tmr again. yes. and i wish to have the endurance and the strength and the consistency to train for 6 ends and each end is only 4 mins.
yes. nothing much about today. its just that someone is always doing what he wants to do and we just let him be. dont he feel helpless. all alone? haix. dont quite bother about him aniway.
haix. now im wondering why is there love in this world. does it bring us happiness or sadness. and winnie said someone said this [ love the heart that hurt u, but never hurt the heart that love u ]
yes. i love the heart belongin to some one i love.
but somehow unknowingly he is hurting me too. yes. UNknowingly. nod nod.
this is somehow depressing to feel this way.
im going to give up bit by bit. yes. slowly and bit by bit.
sometimes we have to forget. sometimes we had to give up.
even if its something that we felt its important to us.
life is unfair. since when it is. yes. life is bias.
why is it unfair? how could they treat someone so good while someone so bad.
i had been asking myself why. asking myself stupid questions again. yes. stupid questions.
but yet. who could answer my stupid questions? im currently still finding that particular person.
feeling unsecure. feeling depressed. feeling tired.
this is how i feel right now. at this moment.
but i would always have friends. friends who also have their problems of their own to be bothered but.
they still choose to help mi out. by listening to me. and that really helps mi alot. yes. i appreciate that.
and if i had offended you guys or whoever. im sorry. cause i stupid okie. i had a duno whatever brain.yes.
sometimes i cant sense the things that i had offended you. so i apologise. and really thanks. never had such wonderful friends in my life up till now. you guys really bring mi joy and laughter. yes. bring mi lots of laughter.!
and i will never forget it. never EVER. love you guys. lotx. and lotx. and lotx.
today feeling a bit emotional. yes. okie. not a bit. quite. yes. i felt tired. and i nap while the rest was dota-ing yes. but somehow the connection sucks. and unable to play a decent game. yes then soon we left. to eat dinner. yes. dinner at 9 plus. is that called dinner animore. or rather supper. yes. i supposed it would be called supper right? aniways. im so full. yes. could not stop laughing at ah zhou's wavy fringe. yes. de boing boing.~
have a fren yes. my twin. nod nod. my dear. who always called mi stupid and so on. haas. yes all of that was for jokes and laughter. i dont mind it at all. and dont mind how i look at you. just be the way you are. dont be afraid that i would not be with you if you are you. chim? haas. abit chim. cause i also dont know what m i typing. lolx. yes. aniways. i would love you as you are. so no matter wad. im always here. =] always remember that. oh great. and now she is telling me she dont look at other peps blog. woot. so much to tell her yet she cant see. wee. can say all i want.~
Give My Best Shoot Tmr! Jia You Angelynn!!
