yes. recently heard this song when i was shopping in Watson at bugis. nod. nod. its nice. and fell in love with this song. this song really descibes what i felt. wondering what i did was right. nah. forget it. " And I hope that in time,You'll be out of my mind And I'll be over you" this is the most important phrase. lolx.
"Out Of Reach"
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
so far I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be Catch myself
From despair I could
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
so far I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now
I'm So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach,
I can see
There's a life out there
For me

today went to east coast park. weet. so excited at first. but i found out that i was late. dotx. then i rushed out. then was talking on the phone with huiping lar. she was waiting for someone all this while. and then he was like so late lar. oh my god. i was a bit fed up with him. its like we waited for so long and he say he didnt want to come le. feel like killing him. then afterwards. he say he is coming le. what the. so fickle minded lar. then asked him to meet us at 7-11. he didnt want to. and mi and huiping had to go mac to find him. i mean who is he? make us wait like dont know what. and we had to go through the trouble to find him. please. haix. then nevermind. then we went to 7-11 to buy drinks. and huiping bought the bubble think. no idea how to say. i try. its like you have to blow to 'create' bubbles out of the liquid. get it? . if you dont. then forget it ba. because i really have no idea how to describe. we went to rent the bicycles. nod. nod. the bicycles are all so 'pai'. nod. nod. spoil. yes. then we went to cycle. wee. it was fun. the breeze was cool. and after we went to one place we started speeding. yes. i dont wish to be the last so i sped. then we started to turn. and i saw alot of people cycling in the front. and i shouted. ' dont sudden brake'. i had no idea how many people heard it but i know wan ting heard it. and she shouted 'be careful'. yes. and i was speeding. yes. exactly. and when i was about to turn. or after turning a little. the gurl in front of me suddenly brake. and i had no time to brake. so i turn to a side in order not to hit her bike. but in the end i fell forward. yes. my knees had blue black. and some bruises. nod. nod. partly was my fault. i was speeding. and it was turning part. -__- shouldnt have done that. fell down 2 times in East Coast Park just because of speeding and i didnt learn my lesson. haas. too bad. i wont learn my lesson. and i will continue speeding in the future when i cycle in East Coast Park. bleh. then we went to buy drinks sold in a van or something like that. we bought H-Two-O, 100 plus, and Kickapo? no idea how to spellmore » it. and we 'yam seng'. yes. you can see how crazy of us to do that for no reason. yes. practically for no reason. haas. okie lar. theres a reason lar. its a archery outing. lolx. all of us are archers. woot. cool man. after cycling. weiyang and wan ting left. yup. 1 went home. and the other went to meet his other friends? not sure. then we went to eat at mac. yes. i felt like eating mac. so we went. and we met huiping senior. and we sat down. haas. found seats. wee. then we eat. after we ate. we listen to musics and found out that winnie taste for music is almost alike to mine. wee. haas. then we took photos. play until 4 something. then we left for the beach. yes. the beach that i had been longing for. finally reached. and i went to play with the water. both winnie and mi were throwing the stones to see how many times the stone can hit. haas. winnie highest score today was 4 times. mine still stuck at 3. -__- . i keep going further and further lar. and the sea water keep splashing on my injuries. and it sucky hurts lar. but forget it. i dont care. and as time goes by. we went deeper and deeper. lolx. and lao gong gave mi the pledge of love. wee. yes. this is my lao gong's ' ding qing xing wu' to me. haas. cool right?. then we went to write our names on the sand and printed our hand prints on it. its my idea. but originally it was foot print. lolx. next time then blog the pictures. i now darn lazy to blog it. and there are tons of photos lar. nod. nod. we had fun today. thanks for everyone that had been with me today. =] those people who concern mi when i got hurt today. haas. you guys rocks my world.! weee. okies. think thats all ba. adiOx

today is the second day of semester 2. grouped with aisha. lewis. vennon. fazil. cool. those people are the people that i did not have a chance to group with on the first day. the facilitator today looks sweet. haas. afterall think she should be alright other than keep bombing questions. we played a ice-breaking game. well it was lame. ah der. lewis. nadia. were all helping me to win that toot game. but in the end no idea which girl won. dun bother. snatch my game. hmph. then i signed on her 'shy person' and i had to stand up after that. diao. if i knew that i dont wish to sign for her loe. haix. then i stood up and ah der said ' you shy meh? i didnt know that'. !! stupid ah der.! dotx him. idiot.! then we switch to own group. nod. nod. ah der is not in my group. no one to argue. =/. nevermind. then today my group is in the centre. -__- and i sat the same place. diao loe. i like very fated with the seat loe. today is a tiring day for me. i had to be hyper. but couldnt stand it for long. i just tired out. blank out. switched off. tomorrow we are going to East Coast Park. nod. nod. we are going to cycle. and maybe play with the water. i just feel like shouting to the sea. just feel like shouting what is bothering me all along. hates it when i had to pretend nothing had happen when something just did happen. i completely hate myself. love myself?. i hate myself more than i love myself. yes. i care more about other people stuff more then my stuff. yes. thats mi. i had no idea why im like that. maybe im thinking too much. but doesnt thinking helps people to know more things. haix. no idea what im talking. i just want to die. yes. die. feel like dying. going to die.

today is my first day of school reopen. yups. we changed class. and im in blk 1. today late for class. waiting for ah zhou. nod. nod. when i was finished my harshbrown and called him. he just woke up. -__-. then soon its 8 le. then we walked out then yu de walked in. then as we walking up. saw dory and hwee min. and we walked up together to the MRT station to meet vincent. yes. then after meeting up with him. we waited for ah zhou. yes. we planned to take bus to school.but in the end. we walked to school. then i went into the class. woot. everyone started introducing themselves and i missed that part. i just said ' im angelynn' and i sat down. not caring who is beside me or whatever. today's topic is interesting. lolx. that was what i thought after the whole lesson. during the lesson i was scratching my head. no idea what to do. after the second meeting. one by one left. finally left only me alone. i mean my group. yup. then soon it was 12.30 and i asked yu de to come find mi and we went to find vincent to join the rest. well for my lesson. yang and mookie helped mi. okie. mostly mookie. he just threw mi all those chunks of words for mi to understand and ask him questions. but it was useful. cool. i was said what i know and i was praised. lolx. first day praised by fac not bad le wor. then hyder gave all of us new names. mine is called ah lynn. -__-. that is so nice of him. haix. tired mi now. going to sleep le. nities. may god bless you with sweet dreamies. =]

today is the last day of holiday. woot. holidays passed by so fast. while when we were studying we were struggling. haix. yup. the class were out le. and im in W15M. yes. i had no idea where it is. but i dont quite like W1. i want to be in W2. bwaa. forget it. it wont change anything. nod. nod. today had training. archery training. we went early to help mookie in the stock checking. and we are practically fooling around lar. but of cause we did help out. and the fletches are smelly. nod. nod. sure it was. today had a bit of improvement because i only hit once when i dont have any more strength and im doing stunts. lolx. yup. i did not turn in thats why i hit my arm once today. then soon we packed up and end the training. then we went to have our lunch. the indonesian bbq is back from batam.[ according to yang ] haas. after eating we went to the library as usual. but we did not play dota this time round. mookie and wanting left early to eat. and then yang left too. then the rest were either playing the mystery game or doing their own stuff. and soon it was 6pm. and we left for home. yes. home sweet home. i went back to get my jacket and some stupid stuff my brother ask mi to bring to woodlands as well. thats how i spent my last day of holiday. abit no life hor. nod. nod. now is all about archery. today think will be sleeping early ba. i need sleep. badly. yes. haix. think thats all for now. i also need some time alone to sort things out. hees.

woot. this morning really sucks for me. why. because i forgot to bring my purse out. yes. i practically left it right in front of my laptop. and i forgot to bring that. well thanks to the absent-minded me. i had to walk past the civic centre 3 times. yes. total 3 times. i passed by the security guard 3 times. i think he must be thinking i might be crazy. nod. nod. but i dont care much. i just need to reach the woodlands mrt. because winnie is waiting for me there. yup. and i ran to the woodlands mrt station. and im 15 mins late. my gosh. when i reached. just nice the train came and we board. phew. that was lucky. although im late in meeting winnie but after all we were the first to reach. lolx. and ah zhou came. then we waited for hwee min and dory. yup. they are once again late. nod. nod. we waited until 2 plus then they arrived. then found out mookie cut his right leg. -__-. and he had no idea how he cut himself. he lost his blood before donating blood. oh yar. we went to outram to donate blood. wee. its exciting because it was my first time. nod. nod. and i did not tell my parents about donating blood. =/ . we went there register and blood test. nod. cool eh. well it was pain after they 'diag' my middle finger. T.T . and when the nurse was finding my veins on both my arms. they saw the bruise on my left arm. and they were kinda shocked for a moment. and there was a minute that they thought i was physically abused. -__- . im so sorry to make them think this way. but it was caused by my mistakes during the training. then the doctor advised me not to donate this time. and they gave me medicine to ease the bruise. cool huh. lolx. but the medicine is darn little. thats the reason that they gave mi 2 of it. then winnie was unable to donate too. she had low blood pressure. lolx. so in the end only ah zhou and mookie donated. lolx. so we waited for them outside. well it was quite fast. then we went to take free food and drink. nod. nod. they did not take the coupon back from mi. hees. cheated a meal from them. nevermind. i will repay them the next time i donate kies? nod. nod. then after we ate. we went to bugis. we all peii ah zhou go bugis there bai bai [pray]. after that we went to eat. haas. created alot of noise too. as usual. oh yar. we were making a fuss about the classes. nod. nod. the classes were out le. abit worried and irritated about the school's system. lolx. but forget it. i cant change the system anyway so why bother. then we slacked at burger king for quite sometime. after winnie left for work. we were practically doing toot tinks. like drawing stuffs on the brochures for blood donation which dory kept. and playing shining force and 1 playing one of the games in my hp. i was there day dreaming. thinking about some stuffs. some stupid stuffs. then we moved on to shop around bugis street. then to the mall. then we went to the bookshop to read some books. and also to slack. im so tired. i had no idea why am i so tired. both physically and mentally. and i became moody. yup. and there is no 1 to whine about mi being moody. nod. nod. my partner did not join us. miss her so much. not used to her not being with mi. haix. nvm. then we went to watson to buy mookie's bandage for his cut. then we bought chocolates to munch. and what a great choice of chocolate that mookie had made. the chocolate is really full of chocolate. no crisp of biskuit. practically SWEET. after tasting it. i felt that is stuck in my throat unable to go through. and i need water. then we went down to sweettalk and buy bubble tea. then walk up to starbucks there to sit around and crap. i was not listening much all the way. i was tired. yes. really tired. felt lik sleeping right there if i could. then after eating and drinking. we went home. yeah. supposed all of us were tired. board a train. mi and ah zhou 1 side. and hwee min dory and mookie one side. yup. we alight at raffles place to change train to marina bay then back to woodlands. on the way we were talking on random topics. then soon i reached woodlands. and i slowly walked back home. nothing much to do. so was updating about today. its late. and i think i should sleep. because im feeling giddy. -__-. there is training tmr as well. so nites.

training on Mon again. yupz. the weather was alright in the morning but around 11 plus there were cloudy clouds gathering at the training ground. yar. and we had to pack up. and end the training. its been like this since yang came back. lolx. yups. im blaming all on yang. saying that he brought all the cloudy clouds. lolx. well that was lame shit lar. den we went to library after eating. nod. nod. play dota. and blast 'breaking Free'. its darn cool lar. love that song so much. hahas. and there is mookie to blast with me. although one side of his speaker spoil. -__- . dots. that song might be put into the advertisement for the archery open house thing. talking about open house. i promised ji yuan that i would pei him go RP. nod. nod. my current school. peii him go my school. a bit dotx hor. he say he confirm want to join RP because of the sonic arts offered in our school. pray for him that he will successfully get into the course and school he wants. staying at school until 9 plus. once again. yups. and we ended up going to long john. again. yes. we were laughing like crazy once again in long john. nod. nod. all started with neh neh neh. *laughing* . its darn sensitive when it comes to 'ne' word. lolx. den we left around 10 plus. and i walked slowly home. thinking of him. yar. dread to think of him. because the feelings might come back to me. fear. yap. fear is coming back to me. i fear of him. or rather fear the feelings i had for him. thinking back. why i think of him. those actions. those actions were what he always did. but i think i can conquer the fear. because i had friends. they are making my life more enjoyable. they are adding laughters and joy in my life. so i think i would have no trouble conquering. =] . thanks my friends. pals. i love all of you. school is going to start soon. hopefully either huiping or hwee min would be in the same class as mi. or would be in the same class wid dory. =]. haix. think thats all for today ba. not so in the mood to talk much. bye.

I had nothing to do on Sunday. and I was already bo liao until to find ways to improve in archery. -__- . lolx and this is what i found on Certain Stances of the Pros & Cons, Bow Grip, Drawing, Release and Follow Through,

Type of Stance	Pros	Cons
Even Stance	Natural position	Small base of support in the front-back plane.
	Easy to reproduce	Body isn't sturdy, so it can move if in high winds
		Lowers area for string clearance, especially for large chested shooters.
Open Stance	Gives stable support base	Tends to make upper body twist towards target.
	Reduces tendency to lean back from the target	Tends to use arm muscles more than back muscles to draw.
Close Stance	Gives stable support base	Reduces string clearance, so string may strike against body.
	Gives good alignment of the arm and shoulder in direct line to the target	Tends to make archer lean away from target and overdraw the arrow.
Oblique Stance	Gives the greatest amount of clearance for the bowstring when arrows is released.	Hard to maintain, so mainly used by expert archers.
	Body is in total equilibrium.
	Target can be seen clearly.

The four main steps in shooting are: Nocking, Drawing, Anchor Point, Release and Follow Through. These steps must be followed and done correctly to achieve greater accuracy.

Nocking the arrow is the proper placement of the arrow in its shooting position on the bowstring.

Bow Hold
Tip: Must keep fingers relaxed. Use the proper accessories, such as the arm guard. Hand pressure exerted high, low or on the bow’s pivot point depending on the type of the bow and the archer.
The index finger may wrap around the bow but it should not grip it. Keep all the fingers relaxed. When the archer becomes fatigued or looses concentration, there is a simple technique to relieve that problem. First, simply do a very slight counterclockwise rotation of the thumb against the bow handle while concurrently extending the thumb on forward toward the target. This technique is known as supination.

Draw Hand and Hook
Drawing: The act of pulling the bowstring to the anchor point on the archer’s face. Tip: Controlled breathing is important. A system should be developed for each archer so that the breathing is calm and the arms are stable during the total drawing, aiming, and releasing period.

Anchor Point

Pros and Cons to Certain Anchor Points

Type of Anchor	Pros	Cons
Low Anchor Point (Under Chin)	Two touch points provide consistency	Not comfortable for archers who have larges hands or short necks.
	Stops overdrawing	Takes time to position
	Low placement on face allows for long distances shots with less sight movement.	Tips head.
Side Anchor Point	Quick position established	Allows overdrawing
		Permits creeping

The low anchor point is commonly recommended for beginning target archers.

Release and Follow Through
Releasing the arrow properly is the most important fundamental in shooting. To follow through simply means to hold the release position until the arrow is safely launched onto the target. The key elements of success are: (1) Relaxation (2) and concentration.

Example of a good follow through: (1) The fingers on the bowstring hand are relaxed, (2) head and eyes are turned toward the target following the flight of the arrow,(3) the bow arm is extended toward the target, and (4) the bow hand is gripping the bow with the help of a sling.
Time to Shoot!
Tighten your back muscles and draw the bow string. Keep your back and arms straight at the target. Keep your bow hold easy and relaxed. Never grip the bow too tightly. Your palm should only gently touche the nock. This could also reduce fatigue. Once the arrow is released, you must still keep both of your hands and arms steady even after the release of the arrow, otherwise, the arrow might not be accurate after the release.

haha. thats what i found in the website. cool right? this is the link:http://library.thinkquest.org/27344/propertech.htm
you can visit the website and understand more yourself. =] or you could even find more useful websites than this one.

today is saturdae...! yeah..! i didnt get to cee bebe...[my boi boii sean] nod nod...miss him so much...!! duno he remember miie anot..? *ponders* alriite...rite now..my mood isnt so gd...but im tryin not to get bothered too much about wad happened jux now... at de train tinkin alot of tinks...got sumtinks i oso nv thought about cam to my mind... i seriously niid sum thinking...haix...tired mentally n physically...hopefully mon can recovered ba...today laugh alot... but m i happi..? haas..mayb..mayb not... haas..tired le..bye..

wooo...today is wednesday...n deres is trainin...but my arms are aching lik hell when shootin todae...mayb i didnt warm down ba...nvm... den shot 3 ends todae...but still hittin my bow arm...after mookie's analysis...tink its bcox i relax my bow arm too fast n therefore de string will hit into my arm guard..n dats de reason y i keep hittin ba... haas.. but my shots are quite consistent..so its a consistent mistake...lolx.. i mux try my best not to lift up my head too much...[mayb i do not haf de strength and therefore i lift up my head to compensate to anchor it..] n not to throw...mayb i could put more force on my 4th finger...cox my 4th finger will alwaes let go first n thus i will 'throw' n my arrow will anihow fly... todae not bad lar..after trainin went to eat den went to de library...dey wanted to project de videos..but tink sumtink wrong wid de cable or sumtink...no idea...aniwaes it doesnt work..so mookie have to tell us our mistakes one by one...haas..its cool lar..sumhow...lookin at euurself how to shoot...n spot de mistakes.. im goin to be harsh on myself to force myself to improve loe...so goin to make it...!!! haix..aniwaes todae is a tired dae...i had no idea but i jux felt tired...de whole day..... its feels lik im goin die soon....mayb after rest..den i will feel better ba... now back home...de rest are addicted playin dota...playin de map..run kitty...~ -__- okie..tink tmr dey are goin to continue playin dat..mayb will join dem tmr....todae im goin to rest...n my bruise is gettin bigger n bigger...rubbed my winnie..ah zhou..n yude...-__- winnie's is still alrite..its feels so shiok lar..but a bit pain..but both ah zhou and yude 1 hor..will kill mi loe...rub until i gona cry...haix.. hopefully it will get better....den tot of lookin at my blog...n found out..de front part of my previous blog was gone...sian..!! i wrote lots loe..diao...haix..dun bother le..too tired to bother le...bye peps..~~

dis is my arm after shootin today...*pain* i will remember dis pain...!
de vanilla part..lolx.. den i drank alot of water...almost dehydrated under de hot sun loe..lolx..den we continue shootin...haas..den i kana even more times on my left arm...den i changed my stance..open stance..hit a few time less...but still hit other places... den dere is different places of bruises on my left arm...-__- dats so sad lar...den after dat...mookie, lao gong n miie went 7-11 to get slurpie fer huiping and hubby...bcox dey went to get ice cream fer us le mar..so its our turn.. den we went 7-11...den shortcut frm canteen to de RPC dere is gone...looks lik dey are goin to build a wall...haix..y bother loe..since dere is shortcut..-__- diao dem loe..haas.. nvm...den we went to get slurpie...haas...we mak until veri gross lar..haas..okie..mi n mookie..mookie is lik tryin to fill de cup veri full...euu noe wid de cap n squeeze in sumore slurpie..haas..but mak until veri messy lar..haas.. den i top up de slurpie..de shape is lik shit lar..lolx..both mi n lao gong both keep laughin at de shape loe..lolx.. so farnie lar..n we lik messin it up loe.yoo..~ today is tuesday..but there is no trainin...but miie, huiping, lao gong, hubby and mookie went down to sch to shoot... woot..!! its so hot lar..!! i got sunburn again..~ lolx..i wore my sunglasses...but it seems no use liddat..-__- lolx.im lik sweatin my eyes area dere lar..lolx.. den we began shooting around 2 plus..? or 1 plus..? okie..ferget it..i didnt tak note of de time when we started shooting.. dn de weather becum hotter n hotter n we were sweating lik hell lar...n huiping was wearin black..lolx..its gona b so hot fer her loe...lolx.. after awhile..huiping n huby went to buy ice cream n towels..lolx.. n i took de chance to shoot huiping's arrows too...n i hit my arm a few times...*pAin..!* den soon dey cam back..lolx..wid Ice Creams..!! woohoo..!! its so nice loe..! so coolin under such a hot weather..! lolx..den i ate de lime 1..de lime is so nice lar..but i dun quite enjoy. haas..den we walk back to de trainin ground...den de rest sat or squat while i stand..lolx..den heard sumtink..lolx..de target board fell off..n deres arrows on de board..-__- haas.. moses arrow bend lar..lolx..n 1 kana split by mookie..lolx.. M.S.W = moses stupid way...lolx..cam up by my partner...lolx.. den we continue shootin after drinkin...lolx..n i hit my arm sumore.. haas..todae tried to shoot further..woot..dats cool lar..but i did badly loe... i change to 24 pound de..did badly too... im so depressed lar... thinkin m i able to shoot well... i lik cant do anitink rite loe..is lik everitink i do hor dere would problems...its lik compared to huiping, hubby, lao gong...i seems to be de poorest... n im quite upset... ah pa...do euu understand wad im goin through..? perhaps euu duno ba... dats y euu sae dat... mayb i should be more harsh on myself... archery is about competin myself...i would improve myself to compete myself...cox i believe that i can do dat...! although quite upset but i would still continue to improve myself to cee de results... de rest are alreadi better den mi...i mustnt slack animore..i would also chiong fer my sem2...both studies and archery...i can do it..! huiping..hubby..lao gong..mookie.. we can do it.!! gambatte together..!! =]

hello...~ im here jux to update my bloggie...back frm gentin...sickie miie....haf flu...den cough...yesterdae went to cee doc den she gibb miie cough syrup..!! eeeyyy..!!! i hate cough syrup...!! yucks man..! haaix..fergett it..nvm...denn went to meet up wid huiping, hubby, ah zhou, lao gong..oh yar..n huiqing(huiping sis...but she dun rem miie name...sadly...) oh yar..n more surprisely papa was with ah zhou..haas..! so rare to go out wid him...lolx.. den we went to expo for de food fair...nth much..jux food food food n more food...nd its so exx loe..!! =__= nvm...once in a while...den we went to bugis...~ haas...to take neprint...wee...!! so happi...2nd time tak wid ah zhou..n de 2rd time wid huiping le..n 1st time wid de rest....~ so happie..! but i was quite slpy yesterdae cox i ate de medicine..-__- papa 1st time took neoprint wor...haas...n he mak 'great' faces...lolx...he was rather 'cold'.....esp wid ah zhou...both of dem mak mi luff so much...lolx...haas...den after takin neoprints we went to arcade play fer awhile...den we went on to MOS to drink water...im so darn thirsty...i drank de medium size cup of ice milk tea quite fast....haas...den after chattin fer awhile...den papa n ah zhou went on to sumwr in spore to watch movie... =X den we sat fer awhile den we went back shopping...lolx..nth to do...~~~ okie...n im lazi to update my trip to gentin..haas..but de haunted house was fuun..!! its not dat scary lar...but de 'ghost' darn farnie..!! we pulled deir hair...when 1 of dem didnt wana return mi de lightstick...haas..we pulled a innocent party wig..to get back my lightstick...woot...blame hu..? blame dat fellow hu stole my lightstick n purposely switch off de light n mak mi stuck in de middle...-__- haas..but it was enjoyable...!! heess...

today is saturday....~ as usual de 7 of us went to play badminton..and we play 1 more..basketball [ although the basketball a bit no air..okie lar...more den a bit lar..] haas...yesh..and i think i would be having muscles ache everywhere tomorrow....haas..today woken up by mookie...~ yesh..he called mii...n i feel lik screaming at him...but i cant..cause im the one who asked him to call me confirm the time..went to bed at 2 plus...~ cause my toot fren call mii in de middle of the night and ask mi 'ho bo?'...wth..! nvm..since long time never talk to him le..and think he is having darn big stress time over the 'O' level he is retaking this year...haas..i very big heart de..i forgive him...~ anyways...~ i had to choose de slot between 12-2pm and 4-6pm...of cause im going to choose de 12-2pm de...my mum already nagging the whole night im spending time with my friends than family...~nag---nAag--nAgggggggg~ haix...dis happens when euur not at home often....naggin is de one of the thing euu will hear VERY often.....-__- den went out at around 10.50am plus ba....den went to meet up with my budD...[ my devil pArtner ] haas....got a new motto...~ weee....okies..back to main point..den on when reaching bishan mRt...suddenly remember about ah zhou..~ lik nv hear him call us or his name being called...-__- den i faster call him...n found him still sleepin...DOTXxxx....n he sae we never wake him up....=/ m i suppose to...? okie..nvm...! next time i wake up le hor..first time after i did my morning routine is to call him....! in case he say we never ask him wake up...-__- den we reach aMk..~~ den we walked to the Cc there where we first played together...on de way we got a call asking whether we brought shuttle cords..? i duno how to spell dat....i guess euu pep know what im trying to say rite..? cant be dat toot rite..? haas..den we walked towards de Cc...n only mookie and sheep dere nia..~ haas..den dey played while mii n my bUdd went to buy drinks but we intended to buy food...but lik no nice food liddat...so i ferget it...haas..den we bought milo to drink...~ den watching dose 2 faggots doing stunts while playing badminton...haas..after drinking we went to play also... we vS faggots...haas..faggot 1 using his body..cause i took his racket..=X hees..* my rAcket at woodlands..* -__- haas...he got lots of stunts...makin us laugh..~ den soon...hubby n lao gong reached...with de basketball n my 'racket'...lolx...den sheep n lao gong went to play basket ball while de rest play badminton...~ wee... haas..den when lao gong return..i went to play basketball..lolx..den soon...ah zhou joined us...n sheep went in to play badminton..haas..den huiping n mookie came to join us...haas..den ah zhou went in to play badminton...-__- haas..lik relief liddat...haas..den we play A B C...euu noe dat shooting around de tink..~ aiya...duno how to explain lar...dun understand also dun care le...haas..todae drank grape gatorade..!! haas..! i lik de after effect of drinkin it..~ whole mouth blue blue..~~ weee....haas..a bit crazy today...haas..den we went to eat after cooling down...eat chicken rice again...~ haas..lazy to think of what to eat...haas...den we head for expo...~ and on de way we were playin fuzzy wazzy...~ haas...lao gong dun get de trick...~ lolx...den de black magic she oso duno...lolx.. den in de veri end...i didnt went to expo....cox when i reach tanah merah it was lik 5.10pm..? n i had to rach hm BEfore 6.00pm....haix...huiping....paiseh wor...nxt time peii euu go out...~haas..den after i got off at tampanies..my mind was thinkin of got to go hm before 6.....den rush hm lik mad...~ sweatin n smell lik hell...~ -__- had to bath..den went to kallang dere de thai village restaurant to eat....soon de day is over...n i had no idea y i so high...~~ mayb im goin gentin ba..wakaka..with no adults..jux de 4 of us...~~weeee...~~haas..tink goin to slp soon le...bro com spoil..~ hafta borrow mine to use..~

in de middle of de nite.. updatin my bloggie...cox im not feelin good....tok to him jux now...he decided....!! to tell her....hes goin to settle...!! okie...i noe all i can do is wish him luck n sae congratulations... i should be happy since dat time i encourage him to do dat...dis feelin jux sucks..!! n today is rainin..wad a nice combination yeah..? well it mak my dae worst for euur information.. recallin de happie memories we once shared...is it goin to be replaced de ones euur gona haf wid her...? i think so.... mayb euu tink she is more important den mi ba...im de stupid 1...alwaes de stupid 1....im always de one giving up....but if i dun gib up...what will de ending be....? when euu tell mi euu lik her...n i sae i lik euu..will euu choose mi..? de possibility isnt big rite..? so y not i keep quiet...n alwaes stay beside euu...? m i rite to do dis..? ah pa sae failure leads to victory...but sumhow...my victory is alwaes so far away frm miie...im losin faith...losin faith in myself...de LOVE dat i once believe is so happi and so carefree...my brain is not working once again...[ i jux hate myself fer being so fragile...fer being so weak...fer alwaes indecisive....fer always doin stupid tinks...i hate myself practically all...] shitt...! ferget it...jux grumblin in my bloggie... * i will still pray fer euu...

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