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Thursday, August 31, 2006

jux woke up after going to camp on 28,29,30 of august...it was sort of archery trainin camp...woot..de first day was quite fun...! we played a lot of games...like de frog game...de squirrel game...de balloon game [i got hurt jux bcox of dis stupid game]-__-...de M&M game...a quite a few more...haas..cant tink of names to describe dem le... after playing games we had to run..!! yeah..!! long time nv run le..actualli feelin quite shiok..but..saturdae got badminton..muscle aching..-__- haas..but nvm...! we run almost de layout of de school ba...[ i think so ] den rite after de runnin..when we cool down n after de debrief..when we took out bottle n supposed to drink..we pour it on papa's head...n de water went down...~~ haas..den here came de flour...! hes full of water n flour..~ n his pouch is wid him...opps =X didnt realise it..but papa heart big big de...haas..not angry fer so long..kaka...den papa went around huggin people n makin people as dirty as him..lolx..i was one of de victim..-__- den i went bonkers n disturb mookie when he was drinkin water.. haas..was having fun..! den after dat both mi n mama went to pei ah zhou and de other fellow guy[forgot his name le] to buy de dinners fer de malays...den we went back to sch...n we sat dere waitin fer our reliefs...i was havin a serious headache...i almost slp loe..until duno hu slam on de table..i was restin on de side of de table sittin on de ground...den soon our reliefs came..! den we went to had our bath...~~ COLD bath.!! OMG..! it was terrible..!! i hate cold baths..! but no choice...haix..den i bath as fast as i could..n got out of dere..woot...we were eatin spagetti n chicken cutlet/chop....haas..after dat..some people went to sleep...some people were watchin movies...playin dota...haas..i was playin dota fer a while...den i went to watch silent hill...it was boring at first..or should i sae i duno how to watch...i watch de front part n de last part...haas..blame hu..? blame de god darn f*kin siren..!! its was ringin throughout de nite..!! hu can slp wid it..!!! shitti shit..!! dat was our first dae...n winnie mi mama wok up at 5plus...we were slackin..and i went back to have a nap...haas..cox it was cold..n i didnt had enuff slp...-__- den we had bread fer breakfast...i ate 1 nia..haas..not so hungry...den we went to have workshop...we somehow noe how to tie de knotting point le.. haas..so we went around..~~after de workshop..it rain...gosh...great timing..~ dey were playin she's de man..i watch dat when we went to ah zhou house le..so i went to slp...sumhow..couldnt get to slp...den was restin my head...n think..-__- thinkin time... haas..not fer long..i woke up...it stopped raining..den we went down to shoot.. haas..ah zhou mama n mi 1 grp...lolx..n i hit my arm again.. dis time kana twice sumore..-__- i shoot outside.. sian..! reali mus practice...my plucking..!! hafta improve on dat point...after dat we went to get our stuff n went to have our cold bath...after bathing..we took all our things n brought it to de forum..instead of goin to de sports complex in de mornin....like veri ma fan liddat...den we order canadian pizza..and mac fer mama..haas..she dun eat pizza...lolx..den we had a short tok outside de forum..haas..quite cool..it ended short because of de brief...but nvm...after de brief..we used poker cards to fortune tell..haas..cool..learnt a new style..but had no idea how to predict de answers frm ah zhou's style... haas..frm ah zhou style..' go for it'....haas..should i reali go for it..? but deres sumtink he niid to settle first...n hes still thinkin...haas..but i tink it wun work out..so mayb i should keep it low...in order fer him not to find out...papa 1...a bit zhun...a bit similiar to ah zhou de...so should i sae its reali liddat..? haas...pui..! its a game...dotx..!! haas..should tink too much..bleh..~ okie..i go n search fer tinks to eat le..nv eat since yesterdae..slpin de whole dae...~ byebye

written @ 12:29:00 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

woot..! finali got time n de mood to update...yesterdae was....how to sae...disastrous or fun...? haix...nvm...dun bother about it...goin to update on thursday..!!! weee..!! its was a great fun dae....first went o K-box wid ah zhou and huiping...haas..from 2pm we sing until 7pm....omgosh..~ i alreadi close to have ah du voice n i sang so much... lolx..but luckily i survived de ordeal...haas..dun haf ah du voice...~ we were enjoyin ourselves in de room loe..i saw alot of 'shows' lolx...cox we were sittin in a room where we could cee de people outside but all de see was a reflection of demselves... haas..so too bad fer dem if dey duno pep were watchin dem when dey were doin deir business..~ haas..den met up wid de 2 faggots...tot dey would be at de arcade but dey were at de sports link..? i onli remember de sports sumtink.. den dey cam to find us at de arcade..nv play much....jux played de music tinky..no idea how to describe it...~ den after playing...met up wid hubby...~ woot...hubby look so different loe...haas..nv cee her look liddat b4 wor....hees..but its nice..~ hubby wana attract other pep..dun wan mi le...bOo...! haas....after dat..we went to eat fondue..? nop...i duno wad it was called...so nvm...we ate fruits..chocolate..marshmellow...yups..it was nice...haas....den we went to get our drinks...i tried de breezer peach...hmm..not bad...but still prefer de 1 ah zhou drank..nites..? tink so..orange de..its nicer den de peach..!! nxt time..!! nxt time drink...~ den de 2 faggots were role-playin sumtink related to alcohol...i was quite blur about dat part...oh yar...i skip dat part where dat sheep broke my key-chain..(or should i sae mookie's fiancee) haas..sumother dae den upload de video...haas..its freakin farnie...den went home about 12 dat dae...-__- den kana nag by parents..sian...now keep goin out until so late...among de 3 children my parents had...tink im de most rebellious...haas..okie...nvm it...den fri was slackin at hm...den went to bedok....n after reachin bedok..ah zhou ask wana go play badminton at amk anot..den i was...!!!! toot..! i reach bedok den tell mi wana go amk play badminton a not..sian.!! all my tinks at woodlands loe...haix..but on sat i still went ahead...haas..we went to de other place to play...dis time play fer 2 hrs..haas..n i still group wid sheep..haas...so mostly is he hit de..haas.. so quite relax...den now both legs muscle pain...sian...~ but dun quite care...tmr is camp le...no..should sae...todae is camp le...~ haix..goin to slp soon...~ goin to suffer tmr...!! haas...okie..oyasumina-sai...~ *correct ba?* haass..nvm..slpin time..!!

written @ 11:39:00 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

today was de last lesson for cognitive lesson...woot...gona miss dat crazy nuts fac who gib mi C all de way...n finalli in de prob fer 15...i got a B....haas..n hopefully i can get a B fer de las lesson... den got archery after dat...den went trainin loe...wid my pain right wrist...-__- den muscles achin everiwr....haix...nvm...den went to shoot le...wah..our lane darn short loe..i duno shoot how mani times le... mayb bcox got 4 lanes ba...den lao gong got probs...~ haix...worry fer her....my heart break when she first cry in front of miie....=/ feel lik cryin too..but i ren...i cant cry in front of her when she niid us... i have a low esteem gurl and have low confidence... wad others sae matters to mie even when dey unintentionly say sometink sey should haf...i may act as if i dun care much but deep inside... im struggling....forcin myself not to think of wad others say... y not go ahead n die...and save the trouble of others tryin to keep up wid my nonsense....dats wad he sae....m i such a bother to pep around miie..? i didnt realise that... i dont do wad i preach...yes...n how mani pep does dat...? im reali speechless...i do not noe how i could continue... all i want is a simple life...i do not want anitink uneccessary...!!! n ask dat bitch to stop findin miie..! i got nth to do wid her...! dying....? which is de best way to die..? i would not let my frens die...say mi selfish or wadeva...i can die..but not my frens...or my family... dey matters much more den mii...i had no idea...but i jux felt it dis way....

written @ 12:36:00 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

yO….! Updating...haas.. de dae before yesterdae was quite fun….haas..playin games all de way when we were eatin in de foodcourt at bugis…. -__- “ haas…bang bang bang hu die..?! dotx… duno how it plays….toot..! haas..still lik de wosh wosh wosh wosh wosh…haas..!! taught ah zhou de wosh…lolx.. so farnie loe..!! =P den was sittin on de train tinkin of sumtinks loe….haas..but was alrite after awhile after toking to ah zhou…wakaka…dats y CANCERIANS are GOOD LISTENERS..!! haas..go 1 round praise myself…haas…-__- aniwaes….duno how long nv update le…so mux update alittle bitt…wahh…dere was a terrible dae when I receive a msg frm dat toot psycho…. -__- …haix…everitink starts to turn out bad….arrr…!!! toot man..!! wish I nv knew both of them…!! Wonder if its my fault…dat it turn out dis way…did I manage de problem wrongly…? Or did I even solve de problem…? Questions appearing in my mind… I couldn’t do things right…everitink goes wrong…wad m I gona do..? but I decided…to start all over anew….jux treat it that I nv knew dose 2 fellows before….!!! Omgosh… I realised I became quite fierce dis few daes….=/ haix…hopefully I dun vent my anger on anione…n if I do….plx forgive mii…im sorry kies..? hees…okie ba…I update till here ba…got nth recently….~~~~~~~~ ciaos…~~~~~

written @ 12:07:00 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

today is a day without hamster....can also say a day without mama....quite suay today also...haix...alot of thinks happen.....but i tends to keep quiet....this morning received a sms from him saying he wants to meet me today...but i sort of reject him because today i got archery and had no idea when im going to finish..but he insisted on meeting me...okie...den after hwee min dory n de rest left..i called him up...n met him...and he told me he want to patch back with me...i was sort of stun as i did not expect that he would say that...at that moment i was not happy at all... i was rather motionless...think im really over him le ba...he asked me to think over and he sent mi home...n he went home...there was many things which i did not say out....lotx of things kept within me....things which are not meant to be said... i believed that once i said that alot of things might happen...so might as well keep quiet...things are happening in a way which i had no idea what to do...i had a weird feeling when i heard something from my friends... i had no idea what is it about....but it kind of sux....the feeling im feeling is totally weird...n i don't lik it....!! in a veri moody mood....

written @ 9:50:00 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

it came back...my stupid stomach flu is back to give miie troubles...or should i sae i nv take care den it came back to find miie... =X haas..wadeva...yesterdae vomit 4 times...make miie lose my slp...-__- 3am den sleep...poor miie..!! yesterdae went to play dota wid mama n hubby..n of cox de seniors...lolx..de pest invasion rocks man..!! woot.! its so nice that i wana keep playin...den we play until 9.20 den we left fer home..i walk another path...cox dat idiot psycho is in de mall...dun wish to bump into him...n he darn toot loe..!! gib mi 14 calls....i dun even wana pick up de phone loe....-__- stupid janice..! tell dat darn fellow wr m i fer WAD..!!!!! dotx..! nvm...hope he will nv appear dere again...!! *prayin hard* [ hoping i would wake up from this dream although its not a nightmare but i really hope that i would wake up. this dream is killing me, its giving me too much happiness which i could not even believe that is happening to me. And im really afraid of losing it, that is why i wish to wake up from these dream before i start losing them. At least they would bring back best memories. I'm quite selfish to think like that but tell me, who isn't selfish..? all the thinkin had been killing me these few days, im too tired to think of it anymore, therefore im letting it go. Just like letting a kite that is flying to the string on our hand, im going to let it go, let it fly freely in the sky. *but am i able to just let him go that easily..? haix..* ]

written @ 11:39:00 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

because of euu....i get to noe what is happiness...i get to noe what is unhappiness...euu had taught miie alot of tinks which i do not know...or rather too blur to know...euu reali brought mii alot of emotions...sumtimes which i dont eveen noe i would react dat way.... reali appreciate euur presence..reali thank god who allows to let miie meet euu.. i pray that euu will alwaes be happy...free of stress...always happi..like euu always do.. i like euur smile...i like the way euu say jokes...i like the way euu comfort mii when im moody..i like the way euu react when somethink farnie happens..i dun care about euur looks...i only care about what happens to euu... many people wonder why i like euu.. but feelings are hard to say...once euu set euur eyes on dem...euu wun think so much about why euu like him or how euu like him...dats how i feel...about what i feel about relationships...i think that being wid someone euu like is a blessing but it maybe a blessing in disguise...and if sumtink like what happen to "monkey" and miie again...i would rather i dont let him know how i feel and carry on as frens...although now we are currently friends but..things arent the same animore...but i dont quite regret sayin out what i feel...im just a little afraid that i would be rejected..im just worried about how he feel...does he feel uncomfortable after what i said...? miie mind is just full of concerning questions instead of getting so worried if i got rejected...does dis means i like him...? or is it just a crush...? hubby told miie that puppy love is a relationship that is not bound to have long lasting relationships...is that it..? i wonder how is miie life gonna start from here........................

written @ 9:57:00 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

long time nv update le...haas...y ar..? cox a lot of tinks happen loe...givin miie all de headaches...stress....not slpin well...den alwaes feel lik lack of slp liddat...-__- den now tink goin to get sick.....alwaes sneezing n alittle coughin.... plus my stomach gibin mii all de trouble...!! haix....den realli alot of problems happen loe...haix...dun wana sae much le...haix....den yesterdae ah zhou tok alot of ghost stories...kaas...creep mi man....but i lik to listen...kakas...!! haix...nth much lar...jux.........liddat loe...haas..!! oh yar....nv update fer de competition rite..haas..woo...!! de archery seniors n winnie rockx man..!! woohoo...!! jia you fer de nxt competition..!! woohoo...lurve euu guys..!!

written @ 10:11:00 PM

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